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izumi "tomthottery" sena ([personal profile] obsessiveness) wrote in [community profile] yanderebitchclub2019-04-06 10:37 am

( catchall ) even now i still dream of you

gonna put some shitpost here later ok the point is is that we're free to wild tf out
unnecessities: (you should have run)

anyway ive been playing granblue versus

[personal profile] unnecessities 2021-04-01 01:46 am (UTC)(link)
[Causality—the laws of cause and effect. It's one of the principles on which the universe was founded. An action causes a consequence. Sandalphon broke out of Pandemonium, and the consequence was everything that happened after.

...Of course, this means nothing if causality itself has been warped. For instance, if Sandalphon were to find himself outside of Pandemonium, despite never breaking out. Or perhaps, having emerged in his bitter state with no action to create that consequence...to have been ruined by the Supreme Primarch, in a world where primarchs never existed to begin with.

Whatever the case, he's not himself. The chaos gnawing at the edges of reality even sees fit to drop him into a world he doesn't know. He's confused, frightened—angry, bitter, hurt. He doesn't know anything, doesn't recognize anything. Exia carefully lurk in the shadows, a present from a foe Sandalphon doesn't even know exists, though they're too well-hidden for anyone else to see.

In his desperation to figure out what's going on, Sandalphon frantically sweeps through the area, uprooting and flipping just about everything in his wake. Tables, chairs, prying the doors off of a cabinet—anything he can do to find some semblance of familiarity. He doesn't quite know what he's looking for, but whatever it is, it isn't here.]
unnecessities: (you told me i'm the only one)

[personal profile] unnecessities 2021-04-01 04:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[Sandalphon frowns deeply at the overly familiar form of address, though he hasn't bothered to so much as glance in Izumi’s direction just yet. "Sanchan"...? He doesn't have anyone who'd ever call him something like that.

Two swords of light materialize in the air, both pointed at Izumi as Sandalphon continues rooting through the cabinet. Even the coffee supplies he's so meticulously sorted out end up strewn all across the floor.]


You've got ten seconds to explain yourself, mortal. Who are you and where am I?

[Maybe fewer if he doesn't like the words.]
unnecessities: (i'm a loose bolt of a complete machine)

[personal profile] unnecessities 2021-04-02 03:45 am (UTC)(link)
[Sandalphon's eyes narrow when he hears his name. How does this human know who he is?]

You'll have bigger concerns than your possessions if you don't answer my questions. Do you really think I won't kill you?

[Sandalphon turns an unfamiliar gaze, callous and hateful, onto Izumi.]

My curiosity has limits. At least cooperating means I might spare you.

[It's four blades now, all suspended midair with murderous intent. Sandalphon strides forward, even his posture completely different than normal—leaned slightly forward, aggression baked into every motion he makes.]

So I'll ask again—who are you, how do you know me, and where am I?
unnecessities: (pitching myself for leads)

[personal profile] unnecessities 2021-04-02 05:28 am (UTC)(link)
I think I'd remember someone like you.

[He's certainly striking to look at. Sandalphon moves even closer, leaning in to get a good look at his face. He lifts a leg and presses his foot against the wall at about the height of Izumi's waist, cutting off his chance of escape.]

I obviously don't recognize you, but...go on, then, Sena Izumi. How is it we knew each other...?

[There's something exhilarating about having someone in a situation like this. He hadn't realized he was a little into sadism until just now.]
unnecessities: (detox just to retox)

[personal profile] unnecessities 2021-04-03 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
[Izumi might be expecting disbelief, bewilderment, or something along those lines, but what he gets instead, after a very long pause, is cynical laughter, bubbling up from the depths of Sandalphon's chest. It's full of resentment and hateful to hear, and when he finally snaps his gaze back to Izumi it's with the expression of a man moments from doing something extreme.]

Do you think you're funny? Do you really think now, of all times, is when you should be making jokes?

[He's furious, but there's a deeply resonant pain in his words.

No one has ever loved him, after all. This kind of jest is too cruel for someone like him.]


Go on, then, mortal. If we're so intimate with one another, why don't you greet me like a lover? I'll at least get some amusement out of you before I cut you to pieces!
unnecessities: (so boycott love)

[personal profile] unnecessities 2021-04-04 03:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[It shouldn't hurt this much, being mocked by someone who was clearly only ever joking to begin with. But he's right—Sandalphon will never have anyone to love him, no one will tell him he's needed, and he'll never get even his most basic desires granted. Isn't the despair that comes along with that knowledge why he's lashing out in the first place?

...Even so, it hurts.]


You want me to treat you like a lover? Fine by me. If you're going to make such unpleasant jokes, let's see how far you can take it.

[He sweeps Izumi's legs out from under him with a low kick from the leg that had been pressed against the wall, looming over him, eyes wild with pain. Why is he the only one who has to be hurt?!]

Don't worry, mortal. I'll be gentle.

[But he's tearing Izumi’s shirt open as he says it. So.]
unnecessities: (restrain that man)

[personal profile] unnecessities 2021-04-05 01:27 am (UTC)(link)
Didn't you want me to greet you like a lover? Wouldn't you be happy if your lover were this enthusiastic when you just got home?

[He smirks down at the love bites—it's obvious he doesn't remember leaving them there.]

It seems like whoever they are, they're rough with you already, so surely you'll be able to endure this much.

[He gets right to work on Izumi's pants as well, haphazardly tugging them off his hips. He makes quick work of his own armor after that, and as soon as it's off he's leaning down to press his forehead against Izumi's, making eye contact with him.]

But rest assured, mortal. No matter how much pain you're in, know that I'll be holding back. It's no fun to break your toys before you've even played with them.

[With that, he gives Izumi a rough, painful kiss, too hard and not paying particular mind to his teeth. If he draws blood, it wouldn't be surprising. His hands remain on Izumi's hips for the time being to hold him down—he's not particularly interested in whether Izumi is enjoying himself, after all.]
unnecessities: (nobody wants to hear you)

[personal profile] unnecessities 2021-04-05 04:41 am (UTC)(link)
Ahaha! Am I not being rough enough on you for your liking?

[Sandalphon's got Izumi's pants off, now, and with his armor gone Izumi will be able to see he's half hard through his tights already. In truth, it's mostly the power imbalance that's fueling his arousal—he's not used to being the one in control, after all, and just the thought of it is enough to turn him on. But the mortal struggling beneath him is a beautiful specimen, that's for sure—and it's not harming those matters any.]

Be careful what you wish for, mortal.

[He flips Izumi over onto his stomach, tracing the line of his spine from his neck to the waistband of his underwear.]

What a lovely sight you are...sprawled helplessly like this...

[There's no fondness in his tone, though.

He pulls Izumi's underwear down off his hips and crudely spits into his palm. He needs a few more moments to stroke himself fully erect.]


A hopelessly foul mouth, though. Perhaps once I'm through with you you'll reconsider that. Would you like to take this chance to beg me to stop?
unnecessities: (hey doctor i'm certifiable)

[personal profile] unnecessities 2021-04-05 05:38 pm (UTC)(link)
You're talking about me as though I'm not right here. What would I never do, exactly? Hurt you? Violate you?

[Sandalphon grabs a fistful of Izumi's hair and pulls his head back to whisper in his ear.]

It doesn't matter whether you beg or not. I would, and I will.

[He hasn't prepared Izumi at all, but that's hardly high on his list of priorities as he pushes inside him. Any gentleness or care that Izumi may have come to expect from the Supreme Primarch is wholly absent—after all, this isn't the Supreme Primarch, just a bitter archangel of hatred determined to make Izumi just as miserable as he is.]

What else would I never do, mortal? What do you presume to know about me?!

[He gets angrier with every thrust. This is the first time he's ever touched someone else like this. There's a time when he'd have been horrified with himself, but he's been so lonely, so miserable, for millennia. No one will ever love him. This is the best he can hope for—to force a connection with someone else through his desire to lash out.]

How dare you talk about me as though you understand anything!
unnecessities: (dying to leave)

[personal profile] unnecessities 2021-04-06 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
[Sandalphon grunts in exertion, but that sadistic glimmer in his eyes never dulls for even a moment as he keeps them locked on Izumi. Two thousand years of resentment, rage, and despair are all pouring out at once with only Izumi to bear the brunt of it all.]

Much better. I expect you've learned your place now.

[But he's not going to stop, not yet. It feels too good to stop just because Izumi is crying.]

You arrogant...weak little thing...I'll make you rue the day you ever thought to make light of me...! It doesn't matter how smart your mouth is if I snap the will to use it in two!

[His anger burns in the deepest parts of his heart. How dare this mortal parade how loved he is like he's bragging about it?

His breath hitches and he yanks Izumi's hips up to fuck him deeper, his eyes heavily lidded in arousal. He hadn't been expecting to enjoy the physical sensations as much, being more drawn to the idea of making this mortal realize how utterly powerless he is—but now that it's happening, he's enjoying this aspect of it, too.]
unnecessities: (lying; crying)

[personal profile] unnecessities 2021-04-06 03:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Why should I listen to you?! I don't even know who you are!

[Sandalphon reaches over to shove Izumi's head back down.]

I've never met you before in my life...and even so, you're dangling the only thing I've ever wanted in front of me, mocking me for not having it! I've endured more loneliness than any mortal could bear! I was...I'm...

[Sandalphon chokes on his own words, somewhere between fury and deep sorrow.]

You twisted the knife in my chest by making a mockery of all of it! Seeing each other intimately?! There's not a single creature in the skies who has ever wanted me around!

[At this point, Sandalphon is crying too, tears ceaselessly pouring from his eyes even as he continues his brutal pace.]
unnecessities: (butterfly bandage but don't worry)

[personal profile] unnecessities 2021-04-06 04:09 pm (UTC)(link)
It should hurt! Why are you expecting me to stop when you won't?! Just...shut up...shut up!

[Sandalphon heaves a sob as his hips stutter, spilling deep into Izumi.

It made him feel better in the moment, but as he comes down from his climax, that familiar self-hatred seeps back into the corners of his mind, sinking into every part of it. Sure, he got to feel high and mighty for a bit there, but what's he doing, really? Pinning someone weaker than him beneath him and making him suffer because no one else is here to comfort him.

Really...there's no way anyone could love somebody like him.]


I don't care what your name is. And I don't care how you learned mine anymore, either. You're not going to stop lying anytime soon. Tell whoever your informant is that it'll make more than a passing sweet word to entrap me.

[He can't believe, even for a second, that Izumi is telling the truth—such is the depths of Sandalphon's self-hatred at this point in time.]
unnecessities: (doc there's a hole where something was)

[personal profile] unnecessities 2021-04-07 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
No one's going to help you.

[Sandalphon reaches down for Izumi again, grabs his shoulder, and—

—And it's not Izumi having this terrible dream.

Sandalphon jolts awake in bed, a wordless scream of anguish tearing from his throat against his will. The tears, at least, are real, pooling in the corners of his eyes as he wills the lingering afterimages of his nightmare from his brain, clutching at his head and trying not to sob. It's been so long since he had a nightmare.

His eyes dart over to Izumi, more than likely awakened by Sandalphon's yell from earlier, and he can't help but tilt his face toward him, scrutinizing him carefully.]


Izumi...I...thank the skies, I...

[He's not hurt. Sandalphon practically latches onto him, holding him close, heart still pounding a mile a minute. It had all seemed so painfully, miserably real, but the relief he feels at knowing it was just a nightmare is overwhelming.]

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