yanderebitchclub | ( catchall ) even now i still dream of you

[ being able to reduce someone who's practically a living god as an ordinary human is a great feat in and of itself that izumi couldn't believe it himself; has no one appreciated sandalphon's shapely legs like this? can izumi really have this all to himself?

at the same time though he doesn't really feel like sharing these. or him, for that matter. he can never claim someone else as his own, when his own heart already belongs to someone else. ]

I suppose I will. What a pain. ♪

[ giving his thigh one more kiss, he pulls away to admire his latest work on his submissive's body, wiping his lips on the back of his hand. it's all red and mottled, something that's easy enough for sandalphon to heal up anytime, and once it shows no changes he grins, cheshire-like. ]

You really like getting manhandled like this, don't you, Sandalphon? Just because you can just regenerate...

[ mm, time to pay attention to his other throbbing need then. izumi leans forward and runs his tongue over the other's clothed dick, nibbling on the length and sucking lightly on the tip with a playful hum.

this would've been fine and dandy (if one would find exhibition of all things the norm), but a knock on the door interrupt their thoughts just as izumi's about to pull down sandalphon's underwear.

"Sir, how are you finding our clothes so far?" fuck, it's a saleslady. izumi's never been caught like this before, and he's not sure if he should be excited for the right or the wrong thing right now. ]

[And whose fault is it for manhandling him in the first place? If Izumi hadn't ever been rough with him...

...It would've been boring that way, though, and he can't even say Izumi's wrong, so he just opts for an exasperated glare...at least until he hears the saleswoman's voice. His gaze flickers between the door and his Dominant, his voice caught in his throat. Why isn't Izumi saying anything? She's probably talking to him since he's the Dominant, right? But maybe, since she's a Submissive herself, she's trying to work the relatability angle...?

In any case, if neither of them say anything, that's the worst case scenario, so Sandalphon somehow manages to find his voice.]

I...they're fine. I'm not...done with everything yet, but...

[Despite his best efforts to hold it together, the pitchiness of his voice and the pauses he has to take to breathe are definitely noticeable. Izumi's not even doing very much right now, but every time he feels that ache in his thighs, it's such a wonderful mixture of pain and pleasure that he can't help but be overwhelmed.

He'll probably be able to pull this off, though. As long as Izumi doesn't do anything to make it more difficult for him.]

[ ah, sandalphon. if only izumi could read your mind, because he's actually more annoyed than anything that someone's here to interrupt their private time. just as he's about to get to the good part too...

and as if he's going to let some random stranger stop them anyway. like the petulant child that he is, he pulls his submissive's underwear completely down and wraps his lips around his tip, sucking gently, fingers digging in the other's waist as he attempts to take more of him into his mouth.

...well, at least now he can't talk with his mouth full like this. he directs his gaze back at sandalphon, brows furrowed as if to tell him "If you mess this up, I'll stop". ]

[He shoots Izumi a look of utter disbelief as he feels him pull his underwear down. But even after that, he wasn't expecting him to actually continue in a situation like this, so he's caught off guard by the feeling of Izumi's lips around his cock. He chokes back a whimper with everything he has, swallowing hard and forcing himself to keep from bucking his hips.

"Does everything fit alright? I can check to see if there are other sizes available if the styles are to your liking..."]

Th-That's not necessary...mmm...my Dominant...knows my body well enough to...

[To make this a slowly-unfurling disaster, for one.

The saleswoman isn't quite done yet, however; with a pleasant chuckle, she continues, "Then shall I take anything up to the checkout counter for you?"]

D-Don't—

[He hadn't meant to sound so urgent, but the more of his length Izumi swallows, the better it feels, and he's genuinely concerned about keeping his voice down...even so, what was meant to be an annoyed whisper ended up much louder than he's intended.]

...I mean, I'll take care of it. S-So...I'm sure there are other people you can...t-talk to...

[Fortunately, the saleswoman agrees, only adding that she's here if he needs any help. The relief of not being found out is palpable, but more pressing is the fact that not once was it anything less than utterly arousing to almost get caught.

...Well, worrying about awakened fetishes can wait. For now, he glares down at Izumi again, face flushed red as his eyes, equal parts frustation and lust in his expression.]

[ wow, he looks so mad... and when izumi hears the footsteps from outside fading away, he pulls his mouth off sandalphon's cock, catching his breath now that they're all alone now. even if they're protected by these wings on his back, izumi's heart was racing the entire time, and he couldn't help but get hard at the idea of being this close to being caught either.

to think he didn't want to engage in this kind of activity in public in his first month in this messed-up city. did he really change or did his city change him? ]

Hah... Y-You were pretty obvious about it while you were talking, you know?

[ and he even has the gall to blame sandalphon for it a little. he's smiling though, and he goes back to licking the underside of his cock once more just to tease him, kissing up and down the shaft while keeping eye contact with him. ]

Did you like what I've picked out for you, then...? Mm... ♪

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I-I wouldn't have had anything to be obvious about if you'd just stopped...

[He's whispering fiercely, barely more than a hiss, but he's notably still not actually making any real moves to get Izumi to...well, stop.

As for that second question...]

...Actually, there's something I'd like to try on, if you don't mind.

[with barely a moment's hesitation, Sandalphon grabs the back of Izumi's head in an attempt to get him to take his length into his mouth again. He's trying not to be overly rough, but did Izumi really think he was going to be able to get away with that?

Sandalphon's still not one to take control when they have sex—not often—but this is a case where he'll make an exception.]

[ in hindsight, izumi should've seen this coming. he did take it a bit too far this time, but sandalphon isn't usually the type to initiate most of the time, leaving izumi to do whatever he wants so long as they're both satisfied with the outcome.

so imagine his surprise when he's forced to take his submissive's cock back into his mouth again, a low groan emanating from his throat as he looks back up at sandalphon with knitted brows and an expression that clearly states that "I can't believe you're doing this."

...he's not going to lie, though. getting manhandled by sandalphon can be such a treat, especially now that he's become even more powerful and confident with his newfound abilities and a purpose. so izumi will subtly encourage him by taking him in even more until he can almost hit the back of his throat, a hand on the other's waist for support while the other palms at the front of his own jeans. he hasn't taken anyone this deep before, but he'll try. for him. ]

[Sandalphon tilts his head back against the wall, sighing his pleasure, thighs trembling from the effort it takes not to thrust into the deliciously wet heat of Izumi's mouth. Even with the minor setback of the saleswoman nearly catching them, it always feels so good to be on the receiving end of Izumi's service.

He runs his fingers through his Dominant's hair, a fond gesture of appreciation, a low moan catching in his throat. He needs to be quiet, he knows that, but it's either that or he scratches up the wall behind him with his other hand.]

You...you look good like this, Izumi...

[He's careful with his phrasing, saying it in a way that might not necessarily stand out to people in other changing rooms. But he means every word; Izumi is always beautiful, of course, and that doesn't change even with a judgmental stare and Sandalphon's cock in his mouth. His grip on the back of Izumi's head loosens after a good long look at him, exhaling a shaky breath. That's enough of a retaliation, he thinks; he'll let him take it from here.]

...Do you...need any help with taking these off...?

[He shifts his weight slightly to move a leg just enough to press down on Izumi's erection with his foot.]

[ it must be quite a sight to see someone as pretty as izumi with a cock in his mouth, so he can't exactly blame sandalphon for shutting him up like this. the hand on his head is making him feel warm and soft inside, but in all honesty he wishes that, were it not for their semi-public situation, sandalphon should give him a taste of his own medicine from back at the fort and fuck his mouth over and over --

but izumi's thoughts were interrupted by a certain pressure on his length, and his breath hitches on his throat before he pulls himself away from sandalphon's cock again, wrapping his hand around the other man's length and giving it a few good strokes. ]

Do... Do what you want.... We've got to make quick work of this, though...

[ he's only been dimly aware that there might be other people in the dressing rooms right next to them right now, and he deeply blushes at how nasty they've been in their own little world right here. he unzips his fly to take out his own hardening cock, already yearning to be touched and more.

he could screw him right now, if sandalphon would let him. but the risk of getting caught is higher than ever, and izumi's not sure of how they'll be punished for it. he... also doesn't want to get anything on the merchandise, so. ]

Hmm? But this was your idea, wasn't it?

[Don't back out now, coward goes unspoken.]

Did you want to finish undressing me, Izumi? Or should I undress you, instead...?

[In other words, Sandalphon would absolutely let him fuck him...but if he's too hesitant, Sandalphon will do it himself. One way or another, Izumi's not leaving this changing room until he's taken responsibility for Sandalphon's throbbing arousal; he'll see to that.

He hadn't been sure about this before, but in the end, no matter where it is, he still loves being with Izumi. He still loves doing things like this with Izumi. He still loves...]

[When Sandalphon awakes, it's in a tangle of limbs; his legs and Izumi's haphazardly thrown together, an arm around his waist, one of Izumi's over his shoulder. The low, sweet ache in his hips and the lingering pain from the bruises and bite marks Izumi peppered his collarbone with makes him smile reflexively. As always, he considers healing them up.

As always, he lets them stay where they are.

He glances over at Izumi and reaches over to brush his hair out of his face. It's a mess after last night, and Sandalphon is sure that his own unruly hair is in a similar state.

He shimmies over a little closer to him, seeking the warmth of his body.]

Izumi...are you awake...?

[He murmurs, just barely audible; if he's sleeping, he doesn't want to wake him up.]

[ izumi's completely passed out from last night, though no one would really blame him but himself for going all out as usual - sandalphon was eager in a different way, had even taken charge at one point, but he'd exercised enough restraint not to temporarily disable izumi from walking like last time.

still, the bruises accompanied with a delicious ache in his hips are still there, and unlike sandalphon it'd take izumi a few days for his porcelain skin to go back to the way it was. not like he'd ever complain, since it'll always bring him back to the night before, and there's always makeup for the meantime.

so yes, izumi's that exhausted, too wrapped up in dreamland to hear sandalphon's whispering or the fact that the bed's covered in multicolored feathers from too much activity yesterday. he's usually a morning person but he badly needs more beauty sleep... yet he inches closer to sandalphon subconsciously, also seeking for the other's warmth with a soft exhale and a smile. let him sleep in just this once, please... ♪ ]

Edited 2019-04-11 12:15 (UTC)

[ the implication that sandalphon thinks that he's getting cold feet snaps izumi out of that submissive mindseth he didn't know he had, and he grips on to sandalphon's arm to force himself onto his feet and to push sandalphon against the wall, leaning in for yet another kiss as his hands retrieve a condom and a packet of lube from his pants pockets.

of course he came prepared, though he kind of didn't expect things to escalate in a dressing room of all places. izumi should've seen this coming, seeing as he's becoming more bold in initiating it in public... ]

I told you, we're going to make it quick from here on out, hm?

[ he rips the lube open, dabbing some of the stuff onto his fingers before snaking his arms around his submissive's waist, fingers moving downwards to circle around the other's entrance. ]

Unless you want to take it slow until we're caught...? I didn't think you'd be so into this... Sanchan. ♪

[ it's all in good fun, don't worry. because izumi does like teasing him, pushing him to his limit... everything about him, honestly. but it's still not something he can readily admit even to himself. ]

[Ah, it's such a bad idea, but he can't help the way his throat goes dry when Izumi suggests they take things slowly. If the circumstances were different, he'd love to make this last as long as it could, just the two of them wrapped in a soft, colorful cocoon—but it's not just the two of them. That's the problem. So he leans into Izumi, a hand slipping down to his waist to stroke his Dominant's cock, unable to stop himself from shivering in anticipation, pressing small kisses to his neck and throat.]

I...didn't think so, either.

[There's no point in lying about how much he's enjoying it when he's this hard, when even the thought of Izumi fucking him here is making him breathless.]

W-We'll have to discuss that nickname a little later, but for now I just...

[He just wants Izumi. But it seems in poor taste to just repeat his own words back to him, so he tilts his head up to kiss his lips again, tongue moving against his mouth in a similarly languid pace to his hand on Izumi's dick.]

[Sandalphon's heart skips a beat, his core buzzes in a way it hasn't since—

No. Best not to think about that.

He gently, slowly moves his hand down to Izumi's cheek, hesitates, and pulls it back without touching him. He wants to, in this moment, but if he's still sleeping like a log at this hour, he probably needs the rest. Sandalphon and he put each other through their paces last night; the scattered feathers, mottled patches of bruised skin and mess of blankets are all a testament to that. So if he's still tired, it's Sandalphon's fault.]

Izumi...

[He murmurs at that same barely audible volume.]

...When...did you become this endearing...? When did I...

[When did he become so fond of him?

...The lazy warmth of their shared bed isn't the place to have such complicated thoughts; he can feel himself giving into the temptation of just five more minutes already, so he sits up, yawns, stretches his wings and immediately regrets it, the bites and scrapes Izumi left between them throbbing as they're tugged on. Still, it's enough to jolt him just a little further awake.

He may as well make some coffee now that he's up, but he leans down to brush his lips against Izumi's, just for a moment.

Somehow, it seems like the right thing to do.]

[ sandalphon pulling himself and his warmth away did stir izumi a little, but the kiss did its trick and izumi's eyes flutter open, blue meeting red. the memory of what happened last night hits him like a truck but in a good way, judging from how quick he tugs at sandalphon's wrist, urging him to come back down to lie with him again. ]

Mm, still too early...

[ sandalphon's usually the first person to wake up for his daily coffee fix, with izumi following right after like the cursed morning persons that they are, but for once izumi's feeling lazy. last night had felt so good that he doesn't want to pop that bubble and face the day just yet.

...it's the weekend anyway. surely sandalphon doesn't have a shift today when he went all out on izumi just a few hours ago. ]

I can't walk again, you know. ♪ [ he's lying... probably. even now he still can't resist teasing the primal, finding his reactions cute as always because ultimately he just wants sandalphon to - ] Stay with me.

Edited 2019-04-12 02:30 (UTC)

[Worry immediately seizes Sandalphon's features.]

Seriously? I was careful this time, I was sure I...

[He trails off as he realizes Izumi's just teasing him, or at least, he thinks he is—there's no pain or irritation in his voice. He sighs and settles back down next to him, fixing him with a flat look.]

...You don't need to make up an excuse for me to stay with you.

[He grumbles it, like it's something he isn't really quite ready to admit, slipping an arm around Izumi's waist and pulling him closer.]

[ heehee, another small victory for izumi and his spoiled ass. he lets himself be pulled closer by sandalphon, a hand reaching up to retrieve an orange feather from his hair. ]

I know. I just wanted to see that look on your face.

[ his smile is soft and cheeky as he flicks the feather away, snuggling up to sandalphon to place a kiss on his lower jaw. ]

Because you don't look that bad, I guess. [ there's something about sandalphon with even more unruly hair than usual that causes izumi's heart to swell a bit every time. ] But also, you don't have to be careful around me all the time. I can take on whatever you can give me.

[ catch him complain anyway, though. but he's certainly not in a grumpy mood right now, so there's that. ]

Edited 2019-04-12 08:35 (UTC)

If I went as hard as I wanted to last night, you really wouldn't be able to walk.

[That...sounds WAY nastier out loud than it did in his head, and he flushes at his own words.]

...It's just a matter of figuring out exactly where your limits are. Once I know, I won't have to be so cautious.

[That doesn't sound much better. Why are they talking about this?]

Anyway. I don't have a shift today, and I happen to be in a good mood, so you chose a good time to be so clingy all of a sudden. You should really be thanking me for all of this.

[Perfect deflection...? Well, probably not, so he'll press a kiss to Izumi's forehead.

Just so he knows it's all in jest, of course.]

[ it really is too bad that they're not in somewhere much more private like their home, because izumi wanted to take it slow with him too as opposed to taking it fast and hard like back then, when they'd just wanted to get this contract over with.

izumi kisses him back with equal vigor, his cock hardening in the other's grasp and eager to finally enter him, but izumi's got to prep sandalphon up first; he slides a finger in, then two, stretching him out proper with little scissory motions, careful not to go too fast out of sheer excitement -- ]

...I know. You want me inside so badly, right?

[ he has to break the kiss at some point to catch his breath, and also to rip open the condom he's holding and roll it over his dick. as much as he wants to raw sandalphon he still has to keep in mind that they'd inevitably make a mess when they're done here. thinking ahead as always.

mmm, give him a moment to rub his length in between sandalphon's beautiful legs, his tip just prodding at his entrance. ] I thought I can call you whatever you want... Would you rather I call you mine instead?

[ and with that he slides in, slowly and carefully, immediately shutting sandalphon up with his mouth with another sloppy kiss just in case. yes, yes that seems about right. the supreme primarch, for the time being, is his and his alone. ]

Edited 2019-04-13 08:46 (UTC)

[ he really didn't have to say all that out loud?! izumi can only pout at him with flushed cheeks, the kiss on the forehead calming him down yet sending his heart into overdrive even if it's only in jest...

ah, he's really got it bad for his own submissive, hasn't he? especially when sandalphon's in a good mood. it's a nice look on him. ]

How should I thank you, then? [ for last night, for everything. ] You've already had your fill with me, haven't you?

[ in one ways than one... he hopes that isn't the case though; he doesn't ever want sandalphon to be bored of him, for he is only human.

and look, as much as it's tempting to go for another round right now, izumi would rather sling his arms over sandalphon's shoulders and pull him in ever closer for more sleepy cuddles - just simple things like that. ]

Edited 2019-04-13 08:52 (UTC)

[Sandalphon shudders and squirms the entire time Izumi stretches him, wanting more than anything to just tell him to fuck him already, he's a primal beast, he doesn't need to be handled so delicately—but he's already barely managing to stay quiet, murmuring wordlessly into the crook of his Dominant's neck.

He looks up to respond to Izumi's question when it's asked, eyes sparking with defiance, but the feeling of being so thoroughly filled steals his words from him, knocks the breath out of him; yes, he'll be his, just for now, as long as he makes him feel this good, and he whimpers against Izumi's lips, leans into the kiss, rocks his hips impatiently.

Every sound seems so loud when they're in public. Their heavy breathing, the soft flutter of his wings, skin meeting skin—but that makes it more exciting, somehow. He digs his fingernails into Izumi's back to cling to him and kisses him once more, twice more, as many times as he needs to in order to muffle the quiet little sounds that slip traitorously from his throat.]

[ izumi had never gotten the appeal of doing it in public at first, but these days he's starting to see the light - the adrenaline coursing through his veins as he fucks sandalphon faster, heart racing at the thought of someone out there not knowing that's really going on in here... or maybe they knew all this time and decided to leave them alone or even try to get off at the sounds they're making. because who wouldn't? doing something like this beneath an angel's wings is blasphemous enough as it is, yet that only excites izumi even more.

he stops kissing sandalphon for a moment, only to catch his breath, and his hand moves down one of his legs to prop it up by the back of his knee; he wants to go harder and deeper inside sandalphon so badly, reach in to his very core if he could, and so he snaps his hips up to meet his partner's, quickening the pace now that he can slam into him at a better angle --

but he can still hear the sounds outside their little cocoon, so he shuts whatever sound sandalphon's going to make in this position with another kiss, even though he couldn't resist moaning deeply into his mouth either from how good sandalphon feels, inside and out. ]

Edited 2019-04-14 11:17 (UTC)

[If he'd had enough of Izumi, he wouldn't still be here. It's a simple enough phrase to say, but he hesitates anyway; it seems like something he won't be able to take back, once he admits that he likes spending time with him that much.

For now, he lets Izumi pull him closer, nuzzling against him. He's so warm...Sandalphon's never been wrapped up in so much comfort before. Everything from his scent to the lilting sound of his voice seems like home to him, in a way that he hasn't felt in millennia. It's different from the way being on the Grandcypher feels, in ways he's deliberately choosing not to think about. Because the only other person he's ever wanted to get so close to, to share a space so intimately with, is...]

Have coffee with me later today. After you get up.

[That's not really any different from their normal routine, so does that really qualify as thanks?

...Well, it's fine. Sandalphon's always grateful for the time Izumi spends with him, so it will do.]

We do that every morning, though?

[ because izumi doesn't eat breakfast without a cup of freshly-brewed coffee made by sandalphon, really. despite every curveball LIEs throws at them to make things uncomfortable for everyone involved, it's nice to find some sort of solace at their shared home, being able to do all these homey things before heading out... with sandalphon of all people.

izumi breathes in the faint scent of coffee that the other always has, pressing himself to him even closer. ahh, it's not normal of him to feel this lazy, but - ]

Mmm... Later, later. I just want...

[ why is it so hard to say that he wants sandalphon more than everything right now? he shouldn't rely on actions over words this often, yet he's leaning in to place a kiss right on sandalphon's neck, leaving a trail of them up his jaw until he reaches the corner of his mouth. pay more attention to him, come on... ♪ ]

( catchall ) even now i still dream of you

continuation of that dressing thread

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you Will give me that fluffy content

oh my god i forgot how soft his smiling icons are... cute

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hes so....Softe

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