( catchall ) even now i still dream of you

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gonna put some shitpost here later ok the point is is that we're free to wild tf out

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[Sandalphon nods breathlessly, already pulling him back in for another kiss, firmly planting a hand on the back of Izumi's head to keep him in place. He'll be properly embarrassed by his reaction later, but right now, he'll take whatever he can get to anchor himself in reality—a reality where he's grown beyond the selfish monster he once was, where he's loved and has someone to love in return.

His other hand slips between Izumi's legs, beneath the waistband of his pajamas to gently stroke him—eager is definitely a good way to describe the mood he's in, already looking to make the man he loves feel the same way he does: safe, warm, and maybe just a little turned on. He knows when Izumi asks, what he wants is kind words, maybe some praise, but he can't bear to speak his feelings, not right now. With the vestiges of that nightmare still lurking in the corners of his thoughts, he wants to make sure there's nothing left of them before he gives Izumi the sweet words he's looking for.

His hips arch into Izumi's touch and he murmurs wordlessly between hot, slow kisses.]

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[ izumi responds in kind, groaning into sandalphon's mouth when he gropes at his hardening cock. sandalphon must be really desperate to get rid of that dream from his mind if he's this hard already...

well, no matter. izumi may be realistically powerless against sandalphon, but this is one of the times where he has the advantage over him; even though he's horrid at expressing his love like a normal human, physical intimacy with his beloved is truly where it's at, especially when sandalphon lets him lead. breaking the kiss, he lowers his underwear, then sandalphon's, before pressing both their dicks together as he ruts against him, his breath hot and wet in sandalphon's ear. ]

Ahh, ah, you feel so good, Sanchan... I, mm, won't let anyone hurt you... Only I get to do that...

[ sandalphon can fend him off anyway. ]

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[It should be Sandalphon saying that, murmuring those quiet words to Izumi instead, but it's so easy to get swept up in him. The friction of Izumi's cock rubbing against his own is delicious, just the distraction he was looking for.]

Izumi...

[He rocks his hips to match Izumi's pace, breath hitching every time the lengths of their cocks slide against one another. He reaches between them, hand wrapping around the both of them and stroking at an erratic rhythm.]

I never...never want to let you go...

[Pleasure begins to build between his legs and he's already finding it more difficult to speak. But he has to say this, at least.]

I love you...Izumi, I...

[He rubs tiny circles into the head of Izumi's cock with the pad of his thumb, squeezing them together to chase more of that pleasure. His head's blissfully empty, and now the only thing he wants to do is make his boyfriend feel as good as he's making him feel in return.]

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[ it's all too much, despite not being inside him. but that works, isn't it? they don't have to go inside each other in order to feel good. it's a testament to how well they know each other's bodies, and how much they love each other.

izumi could no longer form coherent words at this point, sandalphon's hand bringing him to the edge as he spills before him. he collapses on top of his boyfriend, shuddering, catching his breath and muttering sandalphon's name like a mantra in between. see? he's just as weak for this angel as ever, despite the fact that sandalphon needed this more than he did.

and he doesn't mind one bit. ​]

Mm, Sanchan. [ he presses his lips on his neck, shakily breathes in the scent of him. ] ...Feel better yet?