yanderebitchclub | ( catchall ) even now i still dream of you

[ very bold words indeed. despite having his life sucked out of him for a moment there, izumi manages a rather coquettish smile as he hooks his thumbs at the waistband of his shorts and underwear, pulling them down to reveal his hardening cock. ]

You're still hungry, aren't you...?

[ ahh, he's slowly starting to lose it. he could've sworn his heart grew twice just now at how ravenous sandalphon's being, but maybe it's the result of the blood flowing from his head and down to his dick. he's not complaining, though.

his hand ruffles at sandalphon's hard, fingers sliding down to cup his cheek. he wipes the stray drop of blood from the edge of his lover's mouth with his thumb, cooing in a low, soft voice. ]

If you do it gently, I'll let you bite me somewhere else.

[ his neck, for instance. ]

[It's true Sandalphon hasn't completely filled his stomach out of concern for Izumi, but he'd suck his dick even if he had eaten as much as he wanted...

...Still, the lilting, teasing tone of Izumi's voice always plays him like a fiddle, and this time is no exception. He swallows hard and licks his lips, eyes focused on Izumi's cock.]

Then, pardon me...

[First thing to do is get him hard; he trails long, slow licks up the shaft, gently circling the tip with his tongue, darting back down to suck on his balls—and once he's fully erect, Sandalphon carefully takes hold of Izumi's hips, one arm carefully supporting each thigh, and leans down to take his length into his mouth, swallowing as much of it as he can. He feels the tip hit the back of his throat and pauses, pulls his head back; he needs a little bit of loosening up himself before he can properly deepthroat him the way he deserves.

But that doesn't mean he's not trying to make Izumi feel good—while he's taking the time to angle his throat and widen it in preparation, he's running his tongue all along the underside of Izumi's dick as he bobs his head, moving quickly but carefully; the last thing he wants to do is bite him, after all.]

[ it doesn't take long for izumi to get fully hard; a stuttering sigh leaves his throat as sandalphon swallows him whole, as if this is what he wanted sandalphon's mouth to be doing all this time. except no, this is not enough, and since sandalphon's secret is now out it'll never be enough.

he lies back down on the bed, the urge to cover his face rising up once more as sandalphon works his talented mouth on him, but he manages to fight down the bashfulness and opts to look down on him instead.

ah. ]

You're so... beautiful...

[ usually it's sandalphon who'd pepper him with praise regarding his ethereal appearance, but izumi can't help but comment anyway, face even redder than usual as he lightly tugs at sandalphon's hair. he never would've thought a true-to-life vampire is going to suck him off, and yet here it is, and it's all so exhilarating.

but overall, he's just happy and relieved that sandalphon's all right now. they can get through this. ]

[Sandalphon's cheeks color slightly pink at the compliment, and if he weren't so focused on sucking his boyfriend's dick, he'd certainly have a bashful look on his face. But in lieu of showing Izumi his embarrassed expression, Sandalphon opts to thank him by taking him all the way down his throat, holding the position just long enough for Izumi to feel him swallowing around the shaft, before pulling away to caress the head of his cock with his tongue. He'd been eager for the taste of blood earlier, but now he's craving this taste instead—so much that he's desperate for it, deepthroating Izumi's cock with the same starved demeanor as when he had been sucking his blood.

He wants to tell Izumi he's beautiful too, but it's hard to do that with a dick in his mouth, so he'll do what he can to meet Izumi's loving gaze.]

[ the wet warmth of sandalphon's mouth is simply too addicting, especially when he keeps hitting the back of the throat like that. the thought of sandalphon potentially biting down on his dick lest he's not careful crosses his mind for a hot second, but inherent danger of that is almost too tempting, and at this rate-- ]

San... Sanchan, I'm-- going to...

[ he grabs the back of his boyfriend's head and forcefully pushes him down as he comes, panting as he makes him swallow all of it. sandalphon might be too full of him at this point, but... isn't that a good thing?

after a while he lets go of his head and lies back down on the bed, still catching his breath. that was so much, his energy's all but sapped, and yet he can feel his heartbeat in his ears and throat. he's so tired, but he knows all too well that his boyfriend is just getting started. ]

[Sandalphon dutifully swallows every drop of cum, giving the tip of Izumi's cock one last swipe with his tongue as he pulls away, opening his mouth to show that it's empty. This tastes good, too, and he wants Izumi to know it. He gets no sustenance from semen, but he can get satisfaction from it just fine.

He's hard from sucking Izumi off, but he's got some ideas about how to handle that. He stands, just long enough to loom over Izumi again, licking his lips.]

Did you mean it? About biting your neck?

[Izumi's heightened heartbeat and racing pulse are things Sandalphon is genetically engineered to notice, and his pupils are wide with the desire to feed. Before Izumi can answer, he's already sunk his teeth into his neck, fingers working at Izumi's shirt to pull it off of him even as he drinks more blood. His racing pulse makes it even sweeter.

He's still hungry, and now he's horny too. Izumi's got his work cut out for him.]

[ for some reason, being looked at and lusted after like prey is really turning izumi on, but he hasn't got the time to think too long on whether he really is just some masochist or not. he yelps at the teeth sinking into his skin like butter, arms wrapping themselves around sandalphon for dear life as his boyfriend helps himself to his healthy blood, along with adrenaline coursing his veins. even though he'd just recently come, he can feel himself getting hard once more despite himself, and there's absolutely no way to hide that from sandalphon in this position. ]

San... Sanchan, please, ahh... I want, you--

[ it's a dangerous thing to ask for, but... well. he is losing a bit of blood, so of course he's going to be a bit delirious. but everything about this feels so good -- it's like sex, but different. and he knows that sandalphon would never, ever go overhoard, and yet... what if he did, just a tad?

he wraps a leg around his vampire boyfriend's waist, tugging him down. come on, come on, he might as well make izumi feel full as payment. ]

[Words could never express just how happy Sandalphon is to be so wholly accepted. He's something humans should fear, a monster that preys on them, and still, the one he fell in love with wants him this much, is even willing to help him keep living in a world that's made even getting enough to eat impossible.

Sandalphon drinks his fill, until he's feeling healthier than he has in decades, finally able to eat properly instead of needing to run before anyone finds him. It might be enough to leave Izumi a little dizzy.]

I love you, Izumi...

[There has to be something he can do to thank him, but fortunately Izumi pulling him closer is enough to answer that question. He's careful to swallow all the blood in his mouth and run his tongue over his teeth to make sure the taste of blood in his mouth is as dampened as it can be before kissing him. Truly, he's insatiable—Izumi can offer him his blood, his body, and he just wants more of him. How selfish. How deplorable.

But it seems like what Izumi wants right now is for him to act on those selfish impulses, so he reaches down to work at the clasp of his pants even while he feverishly kisses Izumi. He'll give Izumi as much of himself as he wants, in exchange for Izumi giving so much of himself first.

Once he's successfully maneuvered his pants down around his knees, he finally pulls away. Vampires are undead, so they don't need to breathe, but Izumi is a different story, after all.

He gropes around for the lube he keeps by his bedside and begins stretching Izumi open; he's more energetic than he's been in a long time, perhaps ever, from Izumi's perspective, and he's not about to waste time not giving him the loving he deserves.]

[ not only did sandalphon took some of his blood, he'd also taken izumi's breath away. the adrenaline keeps coursing through his veins as sandalphon kisses him, and -- somehow the metallic taste of blood inside his vampire boyfriend's mouth is the least of his worries right now. though maybe he should be worried that he's quickly losing color?

well, despite that, izumi's pale cheeks is still flushed red after sandalphon kisses him stupid, so there's probably some more blood left inside him. his head feels almost empty, with only sandalphon inhabiting his thoughts at the moment, and he tenses around the other male's fingers as he's being prepped up. sandalphon has always been sweet and careful, so izumi's not too worried about losing too much here, but...

he wouldn't mind losing himself in sandalphon completely, if it came to it. though maybe that's just the delirium talking, because after this he might beat sandalphon's ass anyway for drinking too much, tbh. ]

Mm, Sanchan... Fill me.

[ a simple request. after all, sandalphon should replace his fluids with one of his own. it's only fair. ]

Gladly.

[Sandalphon doesn't give Izumi any time to rest, sliding into him as soon as he's ready. Izumi's spacey expression is delightfully cute on him, and Sandalphon can't help but kiss him again as he moves his hips, eager to spoil him however he wants. This is a stark role reversal as of late—for a while now, it's Sandalphon who's tired and Izumi who's the more eager of the two. And that means that now it's Sandalphon's turn to pamper Izumi the same way Izumi has always pampered him.

One of his hands gropes along the bed until he locates one of Izumi's; he laces their fingers together, holding his hand. He wants every possible point of connection, to be as close as he can to him in every sense of the word now that he's feeling better. He loves Izumi so, so much, and he has to do everything he can to express it.]

Love...you...

[He murmurs between heated kisses, whispering his name.]

[ compared to a few moments earlier, sandalphon has become quite more enthusiastic than he's even been in a long while. izumi may have become more listless the less blood he has in his body, but he manages to let out a whine as sandalphon enters him, his lips keeping up with his boyfriend's as his legs hang on to the other's waist for dear life.

still, he must have a bit more blood in his system than he thinks, because a cute and simple gesture like holding hands as he gets pounded gets him to blush red anyway, and the breathless way sandalphon tells him those three simple words is making izumi lose his mind more so than becoming his boyfriend's bloodbank. it's just, it's all just...

sandalphon really is cute in the end, is what izumi thinks. ]

Love you, I love you too... Use me as, ah, as much as you want...

[ because even now, when he's probably on the brink of death the more they keep this up -- he knows that sandalphon would know his limits. ]

[Sandalphon murmurs in response, nipping at Izumi's bottom lip with his front teeth—doing the best that he can to avoid drawing blood here, too. He's always been a bit of a biter in bed, unsurprisingly, but he's being extra careful not to overdo it today. He's already had his fill of Izumi's blood, after all.

...But not the rest of him. He'll never be able to have enough of Izumi.]

It will be...nice, won't it?

[He keeps his tone light even as he rails Izumi, occasionally pausing to grunt in exertion or pleasure.]

When I'm hungry, I'll feed on you...and then I'll take care of you, just like this...

[And it goes without saying he'll help Izumi recover from blood loss in the coming days, too, but getting too emotional might kill the mood. He leans down for another kiss, head swimming in pleasure. Izumi really had no idea what he does to him...

He nuzzles into the crook of Izumi's neck, breathing in the lingering scent of his blood as he continues his rough pace. He can feel it, he's so close—the tight feeling in the base of his cock, the pleasure rippling up and down his spine, it's going to overwhelm him.

When he comes, he squeezes Izumi's hand like a vise, teeth scraping against his neck again as he resists the urge to bite—not for food, this time, but just because he wants to.]

[ it's dangerous, being with him like this. izumi should've known about this darker side of him sooner, what with his penchant for biting during sex. but how was he supposed to know? sandalphon had hidden this from him for so long... that it must've been painful, every time they make love. all those times where sandalphon had left a love bite on his skin where close moments where he could've snapped and took a bite out of izumi. and then where would they be?

well, they wouldn't be right here right now, loving each other despite their respective glaring flaws. sandalphon's movements were rougher than usual, the sound of his skin slapping against izumi's mingling with the latter's ragged moans, with izumi holding onto his partner's hand like a lifeline as he's being taken apart... it's all too much. he comes a second time, right after sandalphon, muttering his name like a prayer -- but he supposes that those things are of no effect with this vampire, are they? ]

S-San... Sandalphon, I... I--

[ he wants to say something, but then...

he passes out right there. of course he would. just because parts of his body are tinged red doesn't mean he has enough blood to keep going. looks like sandalphon will have to exercise more restraint from now on.

oh well. at least his small smile makes up for it. ]

( catchall ) even now i still dream of you

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