yanderebitchclub | ( catchall ) even now i still dream of you

[ for some reason, being looked at and lusted after like prey is really turning izumi on, but he hasn't got the time to think too long on whether he really is just some masochist or not. he yelps at the teeth sinking into his skin like butter, arms wrapping themselves around sandalphon for dear life as his boyfriend helps himself to his healthy blood, along with adrenaline coursing his veins. even though he'd just recently come, he can feel himself getting hard once more despite himself, and there's absolutely no way to hide that from sandalphon in this position. ]

San... Sanchan, please, ahh... I want, you--

[ it's a dangerous thing to ask for, but... well. he is losing a bit of blood, so of course he's going to be a bit delirious. but everything about this feels so good -- it's like sex, but different. and he knows that sandalphon would never, ever go overhoard, and yet... what if he did, just a tad?

he wraps a leg around his vampire boyfriend's waist, tugging him down. come on, come on, he might as well make izumi feel full as payment. ]

[Words could never express just how happy Sandalphon is to be so wholly accepted. He's something humans should fear, a monster that preys on them, and still, the one he fell in love with wants him this much, is even willing to help him keep living in a world that's made even getting enough to eat impossible.

Sandalphon drinks his fill, until he's feeling healthier than he has in decades, finally able to eat properly instead of needing to run before anyone finds him. It might be enough to leave Izumi a little dizzy.]

I love you, Izumi...

[There has to be something he can do to thank him, but fortunately Izumi pulling him closer is enough to answer that question. He's careful to swallow all the blood in his mouth and run his tongue over his teeth to make sure the taste of blood in his mouth is as dampened as it can be before kissing him. Truly, he's insatiable—Izumi can offer him his blood, his body, and he just wants more of him. How selfish. How deplorable.

But it seems like what Izumi wants right now is for him to act on those selfish impulses, so he reaches down to work at the clasp of his pants even while he feverishly kisses Izumi. He'll give Izumi as much of himself as he wants, in exchange for Izumi giving so much of himself first.

Once he's successfully maneuvered his pants down around his knees, he finally pulls away. Vampires are undead, so they don't need to breathe, but Izumi is a different story, after all.

He gropes around for the lube he keeps by his bedside and begins stretching Izumi open; he's more energetic than he's been in a long time, perhaps ever, from Izumi's perspective, and he's not about to waste time not giving him the loving he deserves.]

[ not only did sandalphon took some of his blood, he'd also taken izumi's breath away. the adrenaline keeps coursing through his veins as sandalphon kisses him, and -- somehow the metallic taste of blood inside his vampire boyfriend's mouth is the least of his worries right now. though maybe he should be worried that he's quickly losing color?

well, despite that, izumi's pale cheeks is still flushed red after sandalphon kisses him stupid, so there's probably some more blood left inside him. his head feels almost empty, with only sandalphon inhabiting his thoughts at the moment, and he tenses around the other male's fingers as he's being prepped up. sandalphon has always been sweet and careful, so izumi's not too worried about losing too much here, but...

he wouldn't mind losing himself in sandalphon completely, if it came to it. though maybe that's just the delirium talking, because after this he might beat sandalphon's ass anyway for drinking too much, tbh. ]

Mm, Sanchan... Fill me.

[ a simple request. after all, sandalphon should replace his fluids with one of his own. it's only fair. ]

Gladly.

[Sandalphon doesn't give Izumi any time to rest, sliding into him as soon as he's ready. Izumi's spacey expression is delightfully cute on him, and Sandalphon can't help but kiss him again as he moves his hips, eager to spoil him however he wants. This is a stark role reversal as of late—for a while now, it's Sandalphon who's tired and Izumi who's the more eager of the two. And that means that now it's Sandalphon's turn to pamper Izumi the same way Izumi has always pampered him.

One of his hands gropes along the bed until he locates one of Izumi's; he laces their fingers together, holding his hand. He wants every possible point of connection, to be as close as he can to him in every sense of the word now that he's feeling better. He loves Izumi so, so much, and he has to do everything he can to express it.]

Love...you...

[He murmurs between heated kisses, whispering his name.]

[ compared to a few moments earlier, sandalphon has become quite more enthusiastic than he's even been in a long while. izumi may have become more listless the less blood he has in his body, but he manages to let out a whine as sandalphon enters him, his lips keeping up with his boyfriend's as his legs hang on to the other's waist for dear life.

still, he must have a bit more blood in his system than he thinks, because a cute and simple gesture like holding hands as he gets pounded gets him to blush red anyway, and the breathless way sandalphon tells him those three simple words is making izumi lose his mind more so than becoming his boyfriend's bloodbank. it's just, it's all just...

sandalphon really is cute in the end, is what izumi thinks. ]

Love you, I love you too... Use me as, ah, as much as you want...

[ because even now, when he's probably on the brink of death the more they keep this up -- he knows that sandalphon would know his limits. ]

[Sandalphon murmurs in response, nipping at Izumi's bottom lip with his front teeth—doing the best that he can to avoid drawing blood here, too. He's always been a bit of a biter in bed, unsurprisingly, but he's being extra careful not to overdo it today. He's already had his fill of Izumi's blood, after all.

...But not the rest of him. He'll never be able to have enough of Izumi.]

It will be...nice, won't it?

[He keeps his tone light even as he rails Izumi, occasionally pausing to grunt in exertion or pleasure.]

When I'm hungry, I'll feed on you...and then I'll take care of you, just like this...

[And it goes without saying he'll help Izumi recover from blood loss in the coming days, too, but getting too emotional might kill the mood. He leans down for another kiss, head swimming in pleasure. Izumi really had no idea what he does to him...

He nuzzles into the crook of Izumi's neck, breathing in the lingering scent of his blood as he continues his rough pace. He can feel it, he's so close—the tight feeling in the base of his cock, the pleasure rippling up and down his spine, it's going to overwhelm him.

When he comes, he squeezes Izumi's hand like a vise, teeth scraping against his neck again as he resists the urge to bite—not for food, this time, but just because he wants to.]

[ it's dangerous, being with him like this. izumi should've known about this darker side of him sooner, what with his penchant for biting during sex. but how was he supposed to know? sandalphon had hidden this from him for so long... that it must've been painful, every time they make love. all those times where sandalphon had left a love bite on his skin where close moments where he could've snapped and took a bite out of izumi. and then where would they be?

well, they wouldn't be right here right now, loving each other despite their respective glaring flaws. sandalphon's movements were rougher than usual, the sound of his skin slapping against izumi's mingling with the latter's ragged moans, with izumi holding onto his partner's hand like a lifeline as he's being taken apart... it's all too much. he comes a second time, right after sandalphon, muttering his name like a prayer -- but he supposes that those things are of no effect with this vampire, are they? ]

S-San... Sandalphon, I... I--

[ he wants to say something, but then...

he passes out right there. of course he would. just because parts of his body are tinged red doesn't mean he has enough blood to keep going. looks like sandalphon will have to exercise more restraint from now on.

oh well. at least his small smile makes up for it. ]

( catchall ) even now i still dream of you

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