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izumi "tomthottery" sena ([personal profile] obsessiveness) wrote in [community profile] yanderebitchclub2019-04-06 10:37 am

( catchall ) even now i still dream of you

gonna put some shitpost here later ok the point is is that we're free to wild tf out
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[personal profile] unnecessities 2020-03-29 08:23 am (UTC)(link)
[He'd told Izumi he could manage being home alone for a few days. He had sincerely thought he could. After all, he'd lived a solitary life until somewhat recently. But as the hours dragged on, the silence in the house quickly became oppressive. There was no one to feed him, no one to touch him, no one to even speak to—and before Sandalphon knew it, he was a wreck, a miserable ball of depression and nerves capable of doing nothing but staring at the door and waiting...when he wasn't sleeping, anyway. For the past few nights, he's been sleeping in Izumi's bed, desperate for even the scent of the person he's come to rely on; if he's quick, Izumi will be able to see it's his bedroom that Sandalphon emerges from.

And when he does emerge, it's quick as lightning, practically pouncing on him, ears pressed flat against his head and his entire body quivering as he nuzzles against his owner with his whole body, clinging to him as though he'll vanish. The coffee can wait. In fact, it's unclear whether Sandalphon even recognized Izumi said anything about it at all; it was simply the sound of his voice and nothing else that motivated him.]


You...came back...

[The relief in his voice is palpable. It seems like he might even cry.]
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[personal profile] unnecessities 2020-03-30 08:38 am (UTC)(link)
I thought...when the time you said you'd be back came and went...and you didn't call...

[Of course, he realizes as he says this out loud that he's being unfair. Izumi probably didn't call because he was busy, and then arranging for transportation home with a displaced schedule must have been frantic too. But he's been so desperately lonely that he's not thinking straight, still trembling like a leaf in a windstorm in Izumi's arms.]

...I thought that maybe you had decided not to come back...that I wasn't worth coming back to, now that you're getting more jobs...

[If the Sandalphon from even half a year ago could see him, he'd sneer in derision. But a little kindness has done wonders to heal his scarred heart; the problem with scars, though, is that they're always there. And this desperation is the result of them.

Now that he knows what love is, he doesn't want to ever lose it.]
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[personal profile] unnecessities 2020-04-07 09:16 am (UTC)(link)
[It takes a minute or so for him to stop trembling, but once he does, Sandalphon practically melts into Izumi's arms, purring lightly. It's easy to send him into a fit of loneliness, but just as easy to pull him out of it, so long as the effort to give him the attention he craves is there. And rest assured, Sandalphon will be begging for enough attention to make up for the days he had to go without.]

I'll make some right now, then. Would you like some too?

[Sitting in Izumi's lap, or leaning against his shoulder, with a warm mug of coffee and the arm of his beloved master around him...right now, he could want nothing more.]
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[personal profile] unnecessities 2020-04-11 09:03 am (UTC)(link)
[In just a few short minutes, Sandalphon has made two perfect cups of coffee. When he turns and catches Izumi staring at him, he can't help the flush of heat in his cheeks and the way his ears perk up, even though his facial expression does its best not to move an inch. Still, the beginnings of a smile pull at the corners of his mouth as he carries the cups over to Izumi, handing one to him and brazenly settling down to sit in his lap, nuzzling against his neck affectionately. He's already beginning to purr again.]

I'll...fix your bed up later. If I had known you'd be coming home, I would have already done it...

[It's kind of embarrassing, but Izumi doesn't seem mad about the fact that Sandalphon had been sleeping in it, so that's probably a good sign...]
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[personal profile] unnecessities 2020-04-22 10:05 am (UTC)(link)
[Do his ears deceive him? Has the normally proud and haughty Izumi Sena apologized?

...Jokes aside, it makes Sandalphon so happy to hear, though. He's sure he sees the softer sides of Izumi more than most people do, and it's not like his owner is heartless or cruel. But this still feels like a victory, and Sandalphon can't help but smile as he feels Izumi's lips press against the side of his head.]


All it takes is practice. But always leave making your coffee to me. Understand?

[If he learns how to make coffee this good for himself, that's one less reason he needs Sandalphon around, after all...maybe he's still feeling lingering shadows of insecurity, despite trying his best to ignore those feelings. For now, he snuggles against Izumi's chest, purring up a storm.]

You'll show me the pictures when they get published again, right?

[He always loves looking at the finished product of Izumi's model work. He could look at him all day...it's not as good as being in the arms of the real thing, but his owner really is one of the most beautiful people in the world. Of that, Sandalphon has no doubt.]
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[personal profile] unnecessities 2020-05-04 07:09 am (UTC)(link)
[The smile that Izumi captures with the camera is a shy one, looking a bit embarrassed as he prepares to answer the question he's been asked. He knows it's silly to care so much about magazines when he has the real thing living with and taking care of him, but...]

...I...can't go with you when you work.

[He's bad with large crowds, and cats tend not to be allowed at things like photo shoots to begin with.]

So when I see those pictures...I can imagine what it was like on the set...I can feel a little bit like I was there too.

[Someday, he wants to be there, to watch Izumi work. He's always so beautiful in the final products, and though it goes without saying that he's just as lovely in his everyday life, it's still a side of him that Sandalphon has never seen in person. He wants to know everything about his owner, and this is one of the major obstacles to that.]