( catchall ) even now i still dream of you

[obsessiveness]

gonna put some shitpost here later ok the point is is that we're free to wild tf out

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[obsessiveness]

[ he rarely apologizes if at all, but izumi really does feel bad for his cat. he'd thought that lavishing him with gifts and attention would ought to lessen the burden in sandalphon's heart, but he's got a long way to go before sandalphon can fully function like a cat that suits izumi well.

but yes, he understands - izumi can make coffee for himself and they taste pretty good, but sandalphon puts his own spin in these blends that izumi can't quite place. maybe one day they can share tips with one another. maybe izumi could teach him how to cook sometime? that'd be grand.

anyway, let him fish out his phone and scroll through the photos for a hot second. ]

Yes, but - I can never get why you're so obsessed with those magazines when you've already got me?

[ like, is this some cat thing? oh well, izumi turns on the camera and focuses it on the two of them. ] Here. Smile!

[unnecessities]

[The smile that Izumi captures with the camera is a shy one, looking a bit embarrassed as he prepares to answer the question he's been asked. He knows it's silly to care so much about magazines when he has the real thing living with and taking care of him, but...]

...I...can't go with you when you work.

[He's bad with large crowds, and cats tend not to be allowed at things like photo shoots to begin with.]

So when I see those pictures...I can imagine what it was like on the set...I can feel a little bit like I was there too.

[Someday, he wants to be there, to watch Izumi work. He's always so beautiful in the final products, and though it goes without saying that he's just as lovely in his everyday life, it's still a side of him that Sandalphon has never seen in person. He wants to know everything about his owner, and this is one of the major obstacles to that.]