yanderebitchclub | ( catchall ) even now i still dream of you

[ even izumi's gag reflex couldn't stand the intrusion for too long, and he chokes on sandalphon's hands, and he's forced to open his eyes to glare at him as the primal beast continues to toy with his mouth. this kind of humiliation is on another level, and while izumi's shown sides of him to sandalphon that he'd never let anyone else see, this is just plain cruel.

but oddly enough, it wasn't sandalphon groping around in his entrance that's ticking him off; izumi had lube on him because he wanted to surprise the angel when he arrives home safe and sound, after all. but it's the angel's comments about fragility that made him grit his teeth. ]

...Don't, ah, underestimate me.

[ it's hard to be threatening when he's squirming around someone's fingers in his ass, but he won't be silenced. ]

If-- If you wanted to ravage me... d-do it like you mean it... I'm n-not made out of glass that'd break easy just because it's... you.

[ sandalphon had been rough on him a couple of times, and izumi liked it both times. so why start treating him gentle now when the guy's pushed him on the ground and probed in his mouth already?

unless... there's still a part of him that's hesitating. ]

[There sure is a part of him that's hesitating—he doesn't want Izumi hurt, but moreover, he absolutely cannot be the one to hurt him. The longer this goes on—the more miniscule steps his core takes to realigning and repairing itself—the stronger that feeling becomes.

But the defiance that defined him for two millennia is just as strong; with Izumi's words, that part of him roars back to life, and he smirks coolly down at the human beneath him as he holds his legs open.]

Very well, then. If you think you can handle an archangel, then I'll teach you firsthand that you're wrong.

[A quick movement to shove his leggings down to below his knees, and then Sandalphon thrusts into him to the hilt in one go, sucking in a breath through his teeth. This is—to his knowledge—his first time doing this, but much as he'd like a moment or two to adjust to the intensity of being inside him, if he lets Izumi catch him slipping it'd be his loss. So he wastes no time in setting a hard, fast rhythm to his hips, gazing down at Izumi with fire and spite in his half-lidded eyes.]

Don't you dare break.

[ sandalphon is sorely mistaken at that -- izumi might actually be the only human around who can handle him. why else is he able to spout out retort after retort even at the threat of his own life? it's because he knows that the sandalphon he's grown to love is somewhere in there, that he's fighting from the inside as well.

which is why izumi's willing to endure this for him. but he wasn't adequately stretched out, so he lets out a cry when he's entered all the way in, his back arching as sandalphon knocks the wind out of him with a series of harsh thrusts. it's enough to bring tears to his eyes, but he grits his teeth, letting only a small string of whines and moans to come out of his already traitorous mouth. it hurts but - he can't say he doesn't dislike it, because in the end it's the kind of rhythm he prefers from sandalphon whenever the latter decides to dominate him. the only difference is the lack of love in this supposed love-making of theirs.

"don't break," he says... izumi's already at the brink of coming, but sandalphon's condescension is making him more enraged than anything else. he absolutely won't give sandalphon what he wants until he starts pressing all the right buttons. it's... it's for their own good anyway. ]

[Sandalphon groans, clenching his teeth, trying to think of the most unappealing thing he can imagine in order to keep himself from getting too excited. It'd be absolute humiliation to finish before the human writhing underneath him, especially after everything he's said. But he can't stop himself from staring at Izumi, taken in by the teary-eyed glare he's being fixed with. Ah, he wants to kiss him again, but he'd have to slow down to do it...]

Mmmm...I hate to admit it, but you're definitely...worthy of praise...

[It's just as stilted as always, but he seems a lot more willing to attempt the Socially Awkward Ex-Con's Version of dirty talk than usual.]

Perhaps it wouldn't have been so terrible if you had been...the one to free...me...

[He groans, the force and speed of his thrusts faltering a bit to keep himself from climax.]

Izumi...

[He wants to hear him say his name, more than anything, but he can't ask. So he picks up the pace again, at least hoping to hear some more of those small, lovely noises that Izumi's trying so hard not to make.]

[ to free him... right, sandalphon is aware too, in his own way. izumi can feel his hips slowing down as sandalphon holds himself back -- which won't do at all, if the latter wants release. so izumi raises his legs and wraps them around sandalphon's waist, effectively trapping him in place as he pulls him in closer, deeper. ]

Hah... Give it-- Give me everything you have...

[ he's the most supreme being in all the skies at the moment, yet this is all he has to offer? izumi doesn't believe so. but at the same time he can't let this go on for much longer; he's still human, after all, and he will definitely break if keep going. ]

S-Sandalphon, ah, please... I-- I lo--

[ and just like that, he releases, spilling all over his lower stomach. but he's still writhing around sandalphon, sobbing in between thrusts now he's hitting his sweet spot, and it's just-- it's all so much. he really is no match against an angel. ]

[When Izumi reacts this well, Sandalphon has no choice but to ravage him, doesn't he? As soon as his legs lock behind him, the pace of his thrusts becomes frantic and forceful, and even as Izumi comes Sandalphon fucks him through his orgasm, reveling in the sound of his name in such a syrupy sweet voice. He follows Izumi to his own climax shortly after, biting his lip and failing to swallow a low, guttural moan.]

...Izumi...a-ah...you—I...

[When his eyelids flutter open, there's a light of recognition that wasn't there before. He leans down to give him a gentle, loving kiss, nothing like any of the ones he's been giving lately.]

I love you...Izumi...

[But the haze in his mind begins to clear, and panic begins to slowly work its way into his expression and voice as Sandalphon realizes what's going on.]

...Wait. What are we...what have I...Izumi, are you—are you alright? I...

[Whether it was the force of his overwhelming love for the mortal beneath him or simply coincidentally the result of his core finally finishing its repair procedures, it seems like Sandalphon is back to his old self.

And he's utterly horrified at what he's just done, getting a look at the blood still smeared across Izumi's throat and the tears in his eyes.]

[ needless to say, izumi is completely wrecked, with bloody hickeys and bites dotting his neck and collarbone, and stray tears falling from his eyes, not to mention the sensation of being filled to the brim leaving him even more weak and helpless in sandalphon's hold. but the panicked voice of his lover somehow puts him at ease, realizing that his efforts of keeping sandalphon satiated has come to fruition.

at the cost of his own ass, of course, but oh well. as if izumi has any more energy left to punish him for all this. even so, he's more relieved to see sandalphon's usual self than angry at going off like that. this is what izumi gets for wanting it rough, he supposes. ]

Y-You... You came back...

[ the corners of izumi's eyes crinkle as he weakly raises a hand up to touch sandalphon's face, wiping the blood from the corner of the angel's lips. ]

Welcome... home.

I...

[This isn't fair. No one he loves is ever angry at him when he lashes out, even when they absolutely deserve to be.]

...I never...wanted you to see me like that...

[Sandalphon's voice is heavy with unshed tears; it's taking a lot out of him not to just start crying alongside Izumi. He reaches up to grasp Izumi's hand in his, interlacing their fingers.]

I'm sorry...Izumi, I'm...I'm so...

[He takes a shaky breath, his entire body trembling both from the exertion of fucking Izumi senseless and from his own emotional turmoil. Despite his best efforts, a few tears escape, rolling down his cheeks. It's true that Izumi encouraged his behavior somewhat, but even so, he went too far...]

( catchall ) even now i still dream of you

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