( catchall ) even now i still dream of you

[obsessiveness]

gonna put some shitpost here later ok the point is is that we're free to wild tf out

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[obsessiveness]

[ to free him... right, sandalphon is aware too, in his own way. izumi can feel his hips slowing down as sandalphon holds himself back -- which won't do at all, if the latter wants release. so izumi raises his legs and wraps them around sandalphon's waist, effectively trapping him in place as he pulls him in closer, deeper. ]

Hah... Give it-- Give me everything you have...

[ he's the most supreme being in all the skies at the moment, yet this is all he has to offer? izumi doesn't believe so. but at the same time he can't let this go on for much longer; he's still human, after all, and he will definitely break if keep going. ]

S-Sandalphon, ah, please... I-- I lo--

[ and just like that, he releases, spilling all over his lower stomach. but he's still writhing around sandalphon, sobbing in between thrusts now he's hitting his sweet spot, and it's just-- it's all so much. he really is no match against an angel. ]

[unnecessities]

[When Izumi reacts this well, Sandalphon has no choice but to ravage him, doesn't he? As soon as his legs lock behind him, the pace of his thrusts becomes frantic and forceful, and even as Izumi comes Sandalphon fucks him through his orgasm, reveling in the sound of his name in such a syrupy sweet voice. He follows Izumi to his own climax shortly after, biting his lip and failing to swallow a low, guttural moan.] ...Izumi...a-ah...you—I... [When his eyelids flutter open, there's a light of recognition that wasn't there before. He leans down to give him a gentle, loving kiss, nothing like any of the ones he's been giving lately.] I love you...Izumi... [But the haze in his mind begins to clear, and panic begins to slowly work its way into his expression and voice as Sandalphon realizes what's going on.] ...Wait. What are we...what have I...Izumi, are you—are you alright? I... [Whether it was the force of his overwhelming love for the mortal beneath him or simply coincidentally the result of his core finally finishing its repair procedures, it seems like Sandalphon is back to his old self. And he's utterly horrified at what he's just done, getting a look at the blood still smeared across Izumi's throat and the tears in his eyes.]

[obsessiveness]

[ needless to say, izumi is completely wrecked, with bloody hickeys and bites dotting his neck and collarbone, and stray tears falling from his eyes, not to mention the sensation of being filled to the brim leaving him even more weak and helpless in sandalphon's hold. but the panicked voice of his lover somehow puts him at ease, realizing that his efforts of keeping sandalphon satiated has come to fruition.

at the cost of his own ass, of course, but oh well. as if izumi has any more energy left to punish him for all this. even so, he's more relieved to see sandalphon's usual self than angry at going off like that. this is what izumi gets for wanting it rough, he supposes. ]

Y-You... You came back...

[ the corners of izumi's eyes crinkle as he weakly raises a hand up to touch sandalphon's face, wiping the blood from the corner of the angel's lips. ]

Welcome... home.

[unnecessities]

I...

[This isn't fair. No one he loves is ever angry at him when he lashes out, even when they absolutely deserve to be.]

...I never...wanted you to see me like that...

[Sandalphon's voice is heavy with unshed tears; it's taking a lot out of him not to just start crying alongside Izumi. He reaches up to grasp Izumi's hand in his, interlacing their fingers.]

I'm sorry...Izumi, I'm...I'm so...

[He takes a shaky breath, his entire body trembling both from the exertion of fucking Izumi senseless and from his own emotional turmoil. Despite his best efforts, a few tears escape, rolling down his cheeks. It's true that Izumi encouraged his behavior somewhat, but even so, he went too far...]