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yanderebitchclub2021-06-29 12:13 pm
primarina) wrote in yanderebitchclub2021-06-29 12:13 pm
primarina) wrote in yanderebitchclub2021-06-29 12:13 pm
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...Aren't you supposed to feel good about this as well?
[ he queries, his voice flat as if he wasn't breathless from making out with six just now. if there's one redeeming trait he has it's his stubbornness... if you can even call it that, and he'll show just how much he means business by gently kneeing his crotch again. ]
Just... let me do this much.
[ please don't make him feel more inadequate about what he can and cannot do in this state. ]
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...I had thought...to just take care of what you needed...
[With no regard to his own wants. He wants to see Nehan writhing underneath him, wants to hear his name in that sweet, lusty tone again, but he's also willing to put aside those desires for Nehan's sake. For as much as he craves Nehan's body, he doesn't want to do anything that could hurt him, either.
But if Nehan wants to do the same for him, then refusing would be an insult. So when he feels that pressure on his cock again, Six rocks back up against it. ]
...Ah, but...I...if this is...what you want, then...
[Then he'll do everything he can.
He pulls Nehan's pants and underwear down to his knees, taking his cock in one of his hands and stroking it. He's clumsy at this, too, having only done it for himself and not very often at that. He's gentle, gauging Nehan's response, but internally panicking a little bit as he realizes something.
...What is he going to do...once it's time to put it in? He's never done this before, and he never thought he would—he's not prepared for this at all!]
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well. seeing six this flustered is probably worth it. it's probably the reason why he's so hard when six takes out his cock. ]
Ahh, h-harder...
[ since six is much less experienced himself, nehan may as well instruct him on what to do; he's certainly used to that by now. he ruts his hips up every now and then to encourage six but the other erune will have to do most of the work for the time being. ]
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He's a little scared of these desires—not because he's repressed, though he certainly is, but because if he gives in to them too quickly, he might cause more pain than pleasure. Neither he or Nehan know exactly what their relationship is going to look like at the other end of this tryst, but...
...If nothing else, Six would like it to be trending positive.
He flicks his thumb across the head of Nehan's cock, keeping at a rapid pace, shifting his hips slightly as he tries to put his own erection out of mind for the time being.]
Nehan...
[He wants to rip the eyepatch off of him and see the rest of his face, too, but...there's a difference between that and his mask. So as much as he wants to, Six instead focuses his efforts elsewhere—he delicately leans down and nips at the edges of one of Nehan's ears, soothing the sting with his tongue. They've always been sensitive for him, so maybe it'll be the same for Nehan...?
This close, Nehan can hear Six's quiet, wanting whimpers too.]
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A-Ah...
[ and there it is. nehan's ears twitch at the warmth of six's mouth and lips, and his right hand clutches at six's collar to pull him down on him, shuddering at the sound of his soft yet labored breathing. ah, at this rate, he's going to melt with every breath six takes... ]
Xing, just-- There's a vial in my pockets... You know what to do...
[ does he, now? well, that's his problem.
...no, not really; nehan will get hurt too if six isn't careful, so. he'll just guide him through it with his own inexperience in the field. it'll be fine. ]
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...Well, he's probably too turned on for performance anxiety to happen. That's what he's telling himself, anyway.
He carefully seeks out the vial Nehan was talking about—probably used to mix medicine, so he makes a mental note to buy a replacement for him later. Once he's secured it, he hesitates for a moment—Nehan's probably not mobile enough to move his hips very much just yet, which means—
Six's face is already a pretty bright red, but he feels like he's going to spontaneously combust as he somehow manages to blush even harder. Nehan is really asking him to screw him, and the absurdity of the situation, his own slightly tipsy state, and everything else means he just. Needs a second.
But he shakes it off quickly enough, gently adjusts Nehan's position on the bed, and hikes his legs up over his shoulders so he can oil up his fingers.
...Theoretically, he knows what to do...but he still looks nervous as he gently, carefully slides a finger into Nehan's hole, eyes fixed intently on his face. His sensations may be dulled, but that doesn't mean Six doesn't need to be careful after all.]
...T...Tell me...when you think you're ready...
[It won't be immediate, he knows that much. But leaving this determination to Nehan is probably for the best.
...Plus, there's a part of him he's desperately trying to ignore that's eagerly awaiting hearing those words from Nehan. He's wanted to become closer to him for some time now, but maybe he's got it worse than he thought.]
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it's fine, he thinks. like everything else, this is a learning experience. and he's pretty much mastered the art of telling people what to do, so-- ]
Just... a little faster...
[ faster, not too hard - he might not be able to feel everything, but the last thing they both want is six pressing the wrong buttons, so to speak. but despite his body being half-responsive as it is nehan's panting now, face uncharacteristically red, and most importantly his dick is rock-hard, with pre-cum starting to leak from the tip.
they're almost there, and-- nehan realizes that he actually wants this. he wants to know how it feels like to be satisfied and full for once, and six might be the only one who can do it for him. he is the light, after all. ]
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Every time Nehan tightens around his fingers, Six draws in a breath, already preoccupied with what it'll feel like around his cock. He leans in for more kisses as he stretches Nehan wide, eyelids fluttering closed. He's not any less clumsy than he was at the outset, but he's only gotten more passionate about it, more eager to have all of Nehan to himself.
...When his prep work is finally complete, Six takes care to prop Nehan up in a position that will be comfortable before hurriedly removing his hands and hoisting him up by the hips, breathing erratic and heavy. When he slides inside Nehan, it's slowly, inch by inch, partly to keep from hurting him but partly because the sensation is overwhelming, nothing like anything he's ever felt before. He groans low in his throat at the tight, wet heat of him, loose enough to be entered but tight enough to squeeze him in all the right places, gritting his teeth to fight the need for friction on his cock.
If he gives into his urges and fucks Nehan the way his body is screaming for him to do, he'll hurt him. So with every ounce of self-control in his body, Six slowly, gently rocks his hips, ears tilted forward to catch every sound Nehan makes; it's hard for him to keep his eyes open right now. If he does, if he sees Nehan in this state, it'll definitely end this before it even begins.]
Nn...Nehan...
[Once he's all the way in, he pauses, to give himself and Nehan both some time to adjust.]
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but it doesn't last long. nehan groans as six enters him, ears twitching uncontrollably as he takes six up to the hilt. it would've been fine if six were to just enter him in one go, but the slowness of his movements felt even more overwhelming. his hands grip at the bedsheets beneath him, knuckles white, shutting his eyes shut for fear that he'll also end this much sooner if he were to see six's debauched expression.
he's even more sensitive, like this. it's as if his body's on fire, despite the loss of sensation on his other side. tears crop up at the edge of his eyes as he manages to adjust himself to six's cock, panting out his name. ]
Xing... Just. Don't... hold back.
[ he's not sure if he wants to see six just yet, but he wants to Feel it nonetheless. it might actually injure him, but... hey. might as well go out like this if he has to. ]
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...Hh—
[He's still so weak to being called by his name. The corners of his eyes prickle as tears collect there, too, though he clenches his jaw and does his best to keep them from falling.]
How...could I hold back, when...
[He doesn't finish the sentence, but there's any number of ways he could finish it. Six isn't privy to Nehan's thoughts, of course, but if he were, he'd make a correction—there's no one in the crew he would be comfortable doing this with. That includes Nehan himself, in some ways, but now that they've reached this point, it's a little late to be thinking about that.
And now that they've reached this point, he has no intention of stopping.]
...I just...want to make you feel good, Nehan...
[He rocks his hips, sliding in and out of him with shallow, experimental thrusts—gauging how much Nehan can take, getting a little more daring every time until he settles into a slightly slow, gentle pace. He's not holding back, per se, but his own inexperience and the way the pleasure assaults his senses means if he goes any faster, he'll just be selfishly using Nehan to get himself off...]
...You've...you've always been...
[So unfortunate. So miserable. So devastatingly tragic. If this can ease any of his pain for even a moment—even if those moments are only just enough to keep him from thinking about it, then Six is happy to do it. The words he wants to say catch in his throat and spill out elsewhere—before Six is aware of it himself, he's already started to cry again.]