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yanderebitchclub2021-06-29 12:13 pm
primarina) wrote in yanderebitchclub2021-06-29 12:13 pm
primarina) wrote in yanderebitchclub2021-06-29 12:13 pm
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...Hh—
[He's still so weak to being called by his name. The corners of his eyes prickle as tears collect there, too, though he clenches his jaw and does his best to keep them from falling.]
How...could I hold back, when...
[He doesn't finish the sentence, but there's any number of ways he could finish it. Six isn't privy to Nehan's thoughts, of course, but if he were, he'd make a correction—there's no one in the crew he would be comfortable doing this with. That includes Nehan himself, in some ways, but now that they've reached this point, it's a little late to be thinking about that.
And now that they've reached this point, he has no intention of stopping.]
...I just...want to make you feel good, Nehan...
[He rocks his hips, sliding in and out of him with shallow, experimental thrusts—gauging how much Nehan can take, getting a little more daring every time until he settles into a slightly slow, gentle pace. He's not holding back, per se, but his own inexperience and the way the pleasure assaults his senses means if he goes any faster, he'll just be selfishly using Nehan to get himself off...]
...You've...you've always been...
[So unfortunate. So miserable. So devastatingly tragic. If this can ease any of his pain for even a moment—even if those moments are only just enough to keep him from thinking about it, then Six is happy to do it. The words he wants to say catch in his throat and spill out elsewhere—before Six is aware of it himself, he's already started to cry again.]