yanderebitchclub | ( catchall ) even now i still dream of you

No...no, no, let me...

[Sandalphon had seemed lost in his own thoughts, but as soon as Izumi covers his face, his eyes focus again, boring intensely down on the arm he's using to cover his face.]

You're so beautiful, Izumi, let me see you, look at me—

[He'll be downright humiliated about the plaintive, pleading tone in his voice and the honesty of his words later. But for now, he wants to see Izumi as he's taken apart, as he's vulnerable and lowly beneath him.

And if Izumi won't let him see, he'll just have to make him—too much hesitation to move his arm, and Sandalphon will grab it and force it out of place with the same reckless amount of force he's using to rail Izumi into the mattress.

He'll give Izumi what he wants, but he won't be denied his own selfish whims.]

[ izumi has always been shameless - it comes with the territory of being a model, after all. coupled with his obsessive personality, there's no real reason for him to be so suddenly shy in the first place. maybe it's because sandalphon is doing it, with the innate power he holds in this relationship that they have.

which is why his sincerity has evoked quite an effect on izumi, prompting him to look up at his submissive, slack-jawed and panting for more. this isn't the first time he's been called beautiful - god knows how many times leo had written and sung about it - but it's so rare to hear such words from sandalphon that he thinks he's being delusional right now. ]

Hah... S-Say that again... Ah, please...

[ say it as many times as he needs to, until izumi's convinced himself that this is all real, that an angel is definitely making rough love to him right now. he manages a lopsided smile as he faces sandalphon fully, reaching a hand up to caress his face. ]

[He can barely bite back a whimper as Izumi's fingers brush his cheek. He's the one who wanted to be looked at, but as soon as their eyes meet, a shudder goes down Sandalphon's spine and settles below his belly, stoking fires that are already running too hot. Izumi's teary eyes and messy, disheveled expression are sheer perfection, something he wants to keep only for himself, as long as he lives.]

So...so beautiful, Izumi, the most beautiful mortal I've ever met...

[His mouth is running on autopilot, his head too swaddled in pleasure to control it.]

Mmmnn, you're beautiful, I love you, I love...ah, Izumi, Izumiiii...

[He feels his climax building, far too late to do anything to stop it; he wants to enjoy this forever, wants to see the bruises bloom on his Dominant's flawless skin and hear his voice ragged with want until he's sick of it, but even then he'd just go from wanting to ravage him to wanting to pamper him, wouldn't he?

Sandalphon snarls, his hips stuttering to a halt as he spills inside of Izumi, and—god, he'll have to thank him for letting him do this raw once he's capable of speaking again, because it's the best it's ever felt. He's dimly aware of his own voice lowly moaning Izumi's name again, the only word he can ever seem to remember during times like these.

It hasn't even occurred to him that he's just confessed feelings he's been holding back for a while.]

[ --ah, he actually said it. even with all the moaning and the way sandalphon's hitting in all the right places inside izumi, the latter has actually caught him saying it. the revelation is all too overwhelming for a human like him that he comes not long after sandalphon, spilling all over his stomach while being filled up, and he pulls sandalphon down on him for a messy kiss to shut him up for a second.

he still can't comprehend that someone like sandalphon would actually love him, that maybe he only said that in the heat of the moment. and it's not like izumi can think more on this deeply when they're both basking in the afterglow right now, so for now he'll let himself believe. ]

...I love you too. [ whispered in his ear, still holding him close. it feels weird just saying that to someone who was previously a stranger, unlike the ones he's known for more than a year in yumenosaki, but that might be the reason why he's felt closer to sandalphon in the first place.

he definitely needs to be cleaned up first, but if his submissive still thinks he's beautiful even like this, then it might not be so bad. getting wrecked by the supreme primarch himself is such an honor ♪ ]

[Sandalphon's chest heaves as he groans wordlessly against Izumi's skin, the heat from their bodies making his head swim. At first, it's unclear whether or not he even heard Izumi's response, but as his brain catches up with the rest of him...

At first, he panics. He went and said it, something that he can't take back, something he's been sitting on for a while now, and not only that, but Izumi said it too. Izumi loves him back. Izumi loves him back.

And so that panic bubbling up in his chest dissipates even quicker than it appeared in the first place, leaving Sandalphon somewhere between giddy and terrified. He could hardly be blamed, he thinks, for letting his feelings get the best of him.

And his feelings are telling him that he's not done with Izumi quite yet, so he hauls himself up, pressing his lips to his Dominant's, and murmurs, practically purring:]

You look like you'll still be able to walk in the morning.

[And that's no good at all, is it? So it's time for round two to begin.]

[ well that made all the blood in his body sink down to his dick. izumi's already feeling a bit sore down there, but he'll be damned if he goes against sandalphon's selfish whims right now, especially when he's being like this. so he nods, readies himself for the next round --

and the next, and the next. primal beasts are, after all, not human, and that means they have all the stamina in the world and skies to keep going, and every time izumi thinks he's finally done, he'd notice how hard sandalphon still is, and he can't help but encourage that at the expense of his hipbones potentially breaking. and if nothing else, there's still his mouth, to which sandalphon has gleefully emptied himself into a couple of times already. the old excuse about needing protein still works, apparently.

but it seems that izumi's finally run his course after - what, round three? four? he's honestly lost count; it's really as if sandalphon's aiming to fuck his brains out from how energetic he's still being. he can barely think amidst the endless sound of skin slapping against each other, their own moans and screams intermingling, and right now that's all that matters. ]

S-San--... Sandalphon, please...

[ he's still not sure what he's begging for here. he's on all fours, ass up on his knees while the rest of him is slumped down on the bed, fingers weakly gripping at the bedsheets. his voice is hoarse from all the abuse it'd gotten, from moaning sandalphon's name over and over to all the cum he had to swallow, and he just -- feels so used and normally he'd be angry at being treated like this, but at this point he's too tired to raise a finger. ]

I, ah, feel so full, so full of you... I'm r-really almost there--

[ his own dick is furiously red, dripping all over the mattress, yearning to be touched and yet not wanting any from all the sensitivity. izumi's really going to break at this rate, but maybe... maybe the angel would help him up to heaven, if such a place does exist. sandalphon can do anything he sets his mind to, after all. ]

Edited 2019-07-07 11:20 (UTC)

[It's not immediately apparent if Sandalphon hears him, as occupied as he is with fucking Izumi's thighs. Using his throat or his ass again when he's this tired is too much, even as desperate as Sandalphon is to keep going. His head's fuzzy, but the thought occurs to him that he shouldn't try to get the sheets much dirtier—

So he pulls away and splatters Izumi's back with cum, watches it trickle down the seam of his spine, breathing heavily at the obscenity of it all. He's already a mess, there's no need to make him even more of one, but even so...]

One more time. Just one more, you don't have to—I promise you don't have to swallow any more, but I...

[Even as he speaks, Sandalphon gently grips Izumi's hips to flip him over. So much for not making a mess, but he's already forgotten all about those concerns as he carefully seats himself on his lover's chest, the head of his cock brushing against his lips.

He knows Izumi's still hard too, so he reaches between his legs and pumps his shaft with his hand, carefully watching his reaction. Is it pained? Pleased? Somewhere in between? He's been so patient and so good, the last thing he wants to do is hurt him now.]

Just...please just use your tongue, I'm...

[He's so sensitive it won't take much to send him over the edge again, between that and the sheer anticipation writhing in his gut. To see Izumi in such a defiled state...

...He wonders when it was he became so depraved.]

[ izumi hasn't gotten the appeal of having his thighs fucked until now; the friction is amazing even with bare skin, and izumi was close to coming right then and there if it weren't for sandalphon going ahead and making a complete mess out of him. it's depraved and disgusting, but he's just too weak to say anything, both from exhaustion and sandalphon being so lively even when coming so many times in a row...

he's never going to underestimate him again after this.

he groans at the added weight on his chest and the tip of his cock prodding against his lips, but he opens his mouth to sob when sandalphon rubs him out. izumi's already too stimulated at this point that he releases way too soon, probably after a couple of pumps, staining his own stomach and sandalphon's backside. there, now they're both filthy.

but izumi doesn't mind one bit at all. he's panting and red all over, but he's still eager at getting the last laugh, laving his tongue over the other male's dick in an effort to clean him up despite not having to swallow any more of his cum. even in his afterglow he's craving more of it, not caring anymore if he's disgusting because of it. he's even lifting a hand to wrap around sandalphon's length, giving it a few more rubs as if encouraging him to empty himself in his mouth and all over his face if his partner so desires. and if that wanton look on his face won't achieve that effect, nothing will.

because right now, all izumi wants is him and him alone, no matter how depraved he's become. in fact, it's even more exciting that way. ]

[Sandalphon stares down at him, consumed with hunter and lust and need, licking pearly streaks of cum from his fingers, savoring the bitter taste of it. What a wonderful sound he'd made...and yet, the finality of it stops him from tormenting Izumi any further; he's content simply to watch his Dominant dutifully lap at the head of his dick.]

Ah...c-careful, I'm...

[He doesn't have enough time to finish the warning before he comes one last time, spilling all over his face. His breath catches in his throat as he comes down from his orgasm, muscles finally starting to go weak...but that won't do at all. Izumi may be delightfully, perversely sullied, and Sandalphon will allow himself as long as he wants to take in the sight of him, but before he lets himself fall asleep, he did promise he'd clean up...

...For now, though, he leans down to kiss him, the taste of himself mingling with Izumi's on his tongue.]

You're so, so beautiful...

[And the messier he gets, the more beautiful he becomes. After all, with his face splattered with cum like this, there's no mistaking who he belongs to.]

[ it's a good thing izumi manages to close his eyes before it happens, yet he wasn't really prepared to take it all in his face. he feels completely defiled, embarrassed that he let someone do this to his God-given face... but if an angel did this then maybe it's not so bad.

he weakly kisses sandalphon back, relishing the taste of themselves in their mouths, head swimming and face burning at how he's told that he's still beautiful even like this. izumi's relieved that sandalphon's finally started to feel exhausted, as he knows that he'd probably pass out if they go on for one last round. no, this is the perfect way to end it - there's really no mistaking on who he belongs to now.

he'd like to say something, anything, but his voice would sound so hoarse at this point that he'll have to come up for an explanation later. but he manages to find what's left of his voice, hand carefully reaching up to brush away sandalphon's hair from his face with a satisfied, loving smile. ]

Love... Love you too.

[ ugh, maybe that's too lame and sappy to say after a couple of hours of rough sex. but can he really scrounge up more braincells to say anything else when sandalphon has completely fucked his brains out? probably not. he definitely needs to be cleaned up though before going to bed, because he is not going to sleep with drying cum on his body. so here, he's tugging at your arm, let's go. ]

[He'll do Izumi one better and scoop him up into his arms, princess carrying him to the bathroom and setting him down on the edge of the cabinet while he starts the bath. He's doing everything he can to ignore the pounding in his chest from Izumi's words, but he's definitely blushing the whole way.]

Do you want the water warm or cool...?

[Probably cooler, right? That's the temperature he's defaulting to, at least, as he returns to Izumi's side with a wet towel to wipe him clean before his bath.]

...I didn't go too far, did I...?

[Now that he's getting a look at him in the harsher light of the bathroom, he...really made a mess of him...bruises and bite marks all over his body, kiss-swollen lips, and...

...Izumi's going to kill him, isn't he...]

[ does he even look like he can kill somebody in this state, let alone the self-proclaimed most powerful being in the skies? absolutely not. izumi looks absolutely spent, and he can only make soft grunts as he's gently wiped all over...

but he leans his head onto sandalphon's shoulder, resting his chin on it and humming. his voice comes out as a croak more than anything when he speaks. ]

Thank... you.

[ ...he's still very incoherent, his mind clouded over, but he's not in the least bit angry at all. for now, he just wants to be pampered, like how he usually pampers sandalphon whenever they're done having sex. ]

[Sandalphon stills very briefly; how can Izumi be thanking him when he'd completely lost control of himself like that? It's true that he'd never once objected, but...no matter how he looks at it, he's definitely crossed a line.

He strokes Izumi's hair, pressing kisses into his temple and across his forehead, before carefully moving away to pour some soap into the running water—a bubble bath, of sorts. Once that's done, he hoists Izumi back into his arms and carefully lowers him into the tub, climbing in behind him and nestling against his back, arms around his waist and kissing the nape of his neck. He's taking extra care to be especially affectionate, after the proverbial beating he's put him through, all gentle touches and sweet gestures...

...Ah, but he can't forget to actually clean him off, either. Just wiping him down with a wet towel isn't enough, though it got rid of most of the...immediate mess. He cups some water in his hands, ruefully realizing he should've grabbed the shower head, and does his best to get Izumi's hair wet so he can wash it, rubbing his scalp with gentle, slow circles.]

Keep your eyes closed for now...I don't want you to get any soap in them.

[But he can't fall asleep, either. If he does, Sandalphon's going to jostle him awake, because the last thing either of them need is for Izumi to end up with his face in the water and be given a much ruder awakening.]

[ the water is a bit too cool for izumi's taste, yet he doesn't make a peep to complain and in fact lets his muscles relax when sandalphon joins him in the tub. it's a little strange to be at the receiving part of aftercare, to be spoiled by sandalphon of all people with soft kisses and gentle caresses, and he thinks that he could get used to this a whole lot. it's a side of sandalphon that rarely pops up, after all, and it's a good thing the primal couldn't see him smile a tiny bit from here.

seriously though, how can he keep himself from sleeping when sandalphon's shampooing his hair like that? izumi lolls his head forward a little, already crossing the realm of sleep at this point, but he's aware enough not to fall into the water and potentially drown himself.

by the time sandalphon's done with him, he's already sound asleep. feeling a bit cold from the water, but feeling warm on the inside with all the attention that's been given to him. ]

Edited 2019-09-09 12:52 (UTC)

[Ah, he's asleep...well, if he's that tired he'd better make this quick. Sandalphon rinses the shampoo out of Izumi's hair and gives the rest of his body a careful cleaning as well, then leans him back against the edge of the tub as he pulls the stopper out to let the water drain. A quick trip to the linen cabinet results in an armful of towels that Sandalphon uses to carefully dry Izumi off with. From there, he hoists Izumi back into his arms, gently jostling him awake to ask him a few things.]

Let's sleep in my bed tonight, alright? I'll change and wash the sheets on yours tomorrow...

[And there's another matter, too.]

Do you want me to get something for you to sleep in?

[Sleeping naked is fine for Sandalphon but he isn't sure about Izumi...]

[ okay. between getting stirred awake from his sleep and being asked for the most basic of things, izumi can't help but furrow his brow in slight irritation. not that he hates sandalphon for being on the right track so far, but... ]

Pa--... Pajama...

[ he gurgles before attempting to fall asleep in his lover's arms yet again. seriously, does he need to be told on what to do even for things like this? then again, sandalphon's achieved a lot of firsts on this night alone, so izumi will let it slide for now. ]

[FUCK YOU HE'S TRYING]

...Maybe this is what it's like to think someone is adorable.

[He mutters it to himself, assuming Izumi can't hear him. After all, he's doing his best to fall asleep. Sandalphon presses another kiss to the top of his head as he continues down the hall, grabs some pajamas for Izumi, and carries him to his own bedroom.

After carefully laying him down and lifting his legs enough to shimmy his pajama pants up over his waist, Sandalphon gets to working on the shirt, eyes flickering between the bruises that litter his torso again. His neck in particular is a mess...maybe he should just heal it up now and get it over with?

...Then again, as tired as he is himself, he might honestly pass out in the middle of it. It's probably best to wait until morning, after he's had some time to recuperate. Still, it looks painful...and before he knows it, he's hunkered down to straddle Izumi's waist, leaning down to leave a trail of gentle kisses down his neck, to the bites on his shoulder and every other mark he left on the man he loves. He knows that you can't actually kiss someone better, of course, no matter how fond mortals are of the expression. But hopefully this gets the sentiment across without disturbing him too much from his attempt to sleep.

He mulls over their exchanged confessions, wonders if it will feel any different if he says it again. But without the adrenaline and a rush of pleasure to keep him from thinking too hard, his throat traps the words before he can give voice to them again, no matter what he tries. Sandalphon loves Izumi...and Izumi had told him he loves him back. It should be enough just to know that. After all, that's how it is with Lucifer, isn't it? Knowing that he's loved is enough, because it has to be. Because they can't be together, after all.

It's as simple as that, so why can't he just be content with the way things are?

Sandalphon aggressively shakes his head, reaching for the pajama top once more.]

Izumi, put your arms up...

[He speaks quietly, and if Izumi's too tired to do it or already asleep, Sandalphon will just move his arms himself.]

[ the kisses didn't stir him from his slumber too much, but izumi can't help his breath hitching as sandalphon plants kisses upon kisses on the marks he'd left on him; it's as though sandalphon's making sure that they stay there for just a bit longer, despite having the ability to heal him at any time. the affection his submissive is showering him right now is simply too much, only proving the fact that sandalphon truly is not human.

sandalphon will have to move his arms, though. izumi wants to be spoiled more and more, what can he say. and once he's fully dressed for the night, izumi wastes no time in clinging to sandalphon's arm, bringing him down on the bed beside him. ]

Sleep... with me.

[ like, right now. everything else can wait in the morning, he just wants more of the primal's warmth for the rest of the night. ]

[The smile that breaks out on Sandalphon's face is gentle, warm, and full of love, and he can't resist the urge to kiss Izumi one more time, slowly and deeply, before settling down next to him. There's no denying it anymore, at least not to himself—he's in love, and he has been for some time, and it's thrilling and wonderful and terrifying.

He cradles Izumi against him, carding his fingers through his still-damp hair, breathes in the scent of his skin and the soap from the bath. It feels like, for a moment, that this is really where he belongs, nestled in bed with the man he loves. But the moment passes, and Sandalphon feels guilty for having the thought in the first place, even as he holds Izumi closer.

He'll have to do something about this. He can't just pretend he didn't confess his feelings tonight, but...he can't let this turn into anything more, either. They can't stay together, after all, so wouldn't it be best to let this wither before it finds a place to settle and grow?

...He can think about that tomorrow. For tonight, he'll do what Izumi wants, sharing his warmth and his heart one more time.]

...Good night, Izumi.

[ the night came and went, with izumi snuggled in sandalphon's loving embrace until the morning light shafting through the windows hit his eyes, causing his eyes to flutter open. he's a bit bewildered upon realizing that he's not in his (their) room, but also --

he's sore all over. particularly his lips and legs and his throat and ohhhhh my god what happened last night? he's more famished than usual too, so he does his best in wriggling out of sandalphon's hold and tries to get up and start the day with a hearty breakfast... only to wince at the immense soreness around his hip area. he flops back down on the bed, eyes widening as he flashes back to what he'd said to sandalphon last night:

"keep me from walking tomorrow. please."

and smacks himself with his own hand. fuck.

he turns to sandalphon, who's sleeping peacefully and being blissfully unaware of what he'd done to izumi. izumi's heart skips a beat at this pretty sight nonetheless; it's not everyday where izumi gets to wake up first before him, and it really is nice to see sandalphon at his most relaxed. so much so that izumi can't help but lean in for a kiss...

only to stop short and pinch sandalphon's cheek with his hand hard. ]

Wake up, Sanchan~. You've got a lot of work to do after all you've done last night! ♪

Edited 2019-09-21 13:32 (UTC)

[Sandalphon awakens with a start, one hand darting toward his side as though to grab a sword that isn't there, but thankfully he realizes what's going on before his body can finish its fight response. Instead, he jerks his head back, wincing.]

Ow—! What was that for?!

[He sincerely doesn't know. All he did was exactly what Izumi asked of him!]

Don't tell me you already forgot? Look what you did to me!

[ he just... gestures at his hips... ]

Everything feels sore and I can't get up now! How am I supposed to make breakfast and go about my day like this? Don't tell me I have to stay here and rest like I'm down with a cold or something!

[ like last night was hot as fuck and all, of course he'd be hungry. all he can taste was his submissive and he can't help the blush on his cheeks at that. ]

Aren't you the one who told me you didn't want to be able to walk today?!

[He doesn't know what's going on...let him catch up, he just woke up...]

I'll just make breakfast for you if it bothers you this much!

[Don't you want your tsundere boyfriend to pamper you some more, Izumi???]

I didn't think you were serious about it?!

[ then again it is izumi's fault... this all started when izumi demanded that sandalphon should top him, after all.

he lies back down on the bed with a huff. it is nice though, to have his tsundere boyfriend pamper his tsundere ass all day. and speaking of which - ]

But fine, so long as it's edible. [ can sandalphon even cook ] ...You're going to make me coffee today too, right?

I make it every day, don't I?

[He tries his best to look grumpy, but he's definitely a little touched that Izumi's asking for it.]

...I wouldn't leave you like this without at least making sure I was ready to take care of you the next day. You're...I owe you a lot for keeping me contracted to you, so I wouldn't be so careless as to bite the hand that feeds me.

[And he can always heal Izumi up, anyway.

Though he's not mentioning that, mostly because he wants to pamper him a little more before reminding him the option's available. Ugh, he really has it bad...]

Edited 2019-09-22 01:07 (UTC)

( catchall ) even now i still dream of you

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we can timeskip to cum marking if you want or we can just play out the whole damn th

shh i gotchu

im still crying at how hot this tag was...blair you snappedt

cries at your filthy ass tag too... what have we done

we've ascended

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lol dw payments are down so i had to go back to your plurk to gank this code

we out here living like wild animals

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