yanderebitchclub | ( catchall ) even now i still dream of you

[ izumi shudders as sandalphon slides in both his fingers in him, clenching around them as he moves his own hips as if trying to get off like this instead. he's getting more and more shameless but he doesn't care, they both know that izumi just has it bad during heats, and this instance it's no exemption. ]

Yes, yes, fill me up, I need you...

[ he can no longer afford to be bashful as he'd normally be they're about to fuck. sandalphon's hard cock is literally right there, and if he doesn't put it in anytime soon, izumi's positive that he's going to cry and that'll ruin their heated moment for the rest of their days....... maybe. ]

Sanchan, come on, I need it, please... [ he's already begging as he starts grinding against his boyfriend's hot cock again. ahh, he's so close, -- ] You want to put it in too, right? M-Me too, I miss it so much, come on--

Ahhh...

[Izumi's being so damn cute. If Sandalphon weren't so horny he'd wait for him to beg just a little bit more...

...But surely, he's earned a long, hard cock in his ass by now. So Sandalphon pulls his fingers out, applies a little more lube to himself just in case, and carefully rolls Izumi over, so now Sandalphon's the one doing the spooning. Once he feels his boyfriend's twitching, wanting hole on the head of his cock, he slowly, unbearably carefully slides into him to the hilt. More than anything, he wants to pound into Izumi's perfectly round ass until he can't even think, but...

...Well, maybe just one more round of bullying. This is the idea Sandalphon's come up with, and after shifting his hips a few times to get comfortable...

...He just stays there. That isn't to say he's completely neglecting his needy boyfriend; the hand he'd used to lube himself up is pumping Izumi's cock, and he's nibbling at the base of one of Izumi's ears, but he's not moving his hips at all.]

[ the cry of pleasure izumi makes when sandalphon finally enters him is immaculate, throwing his head back as he adjusts to his lover's cock. and he wasn't given much reprieve after that, what with sandalphon's hand stroking his own cock and his lips on izumi's twitching ear. he's so overwhelmed, hyper-sensitive because of his heat, that he might just cry after all --

only to realize a moment later that sandalphon's hips are at a standstill. his moans die down a little, trying to crane his head around to face his wonderful boyfriend. ]

Ah, wh-what are you waiting for...? Sanchan?

[ he moves his own hips a little, in case sandalphon's a little distracted right now. but he's never so distracted enough that he'd stop fucking him in the middle of it? ]

Sanchan, come on, w-we don't have all day... You wouldn't fill me up like this...

[ he's whining. this is so sad. ]

What's the matter, Izumi?

[His voice has gotten pitchier; he's unable to hide how turned on Izumi's begging is making him. He murmurs low in his throat, lips brushing against the velvety fur of Izumi's ear.]

You're full of me, aren't you...?

[His eyelids flutter closed, and he just breathes in Izumi's scent. Even just being inside of him like this, no friction or movement, is wonderful; Izumi's desperate movements and the way he twitches around his cock already have him struggling to hold himself back.]

Mmm...you're so warm, Izumi...

[Despite his best efforts, it seems like Sandalphon is content to simply keep himself warm inside his boyfriend, nuzzling against him. Maybe he'll just take a nap like this, and reclaim his lazy morning...]

Sanchan, this isn't... You're so--

[ mean. terrible. but izumi doesn't have the heart nor the energy to tell him off, overwhelmed that he is with their ultra-close proximity and his boyfriend's lips mouthing at the base of his twitching ears. he can't even turn around and flip this around so that he's topping sandalphon instead because of this position... so annoying.

he writhes around sandalphon's cock, groaning at how full he feels even like this. well, sandalphon's certainly not wrong about that, but izumi wants to be full in a different way, dammit!

he lets out a sigh. ]

You're... terrible. [ he's pouting. ] But I guess you're still sleepy, huh.

[ his hand searches for sandalphon's free one and grasps it, a tired smile gracing his own features as he closes his eyes. it's really too bad sandalphon can't see his face in this position. ]

I guess we can continue when you're more awake. [ he raises sandalphon's hand to his lips to kiss his knuckle. ] This doesn't... feel bad... I think. You can be soooo~o weird, Sanchan. You're lucky I love you.

[ hmph. ]

[There's a part of Sandalphon that wants to stay like this forever—maybe not literally, he can't stay balls deep in his boyfriend forever, but being this close to someone he loves is exhilarating in its own way. There's no thrill of pleasure coursing through his body that he's so accustomed to during his heat, just a slowly burning warmth that he's eager to sink into. It's intimate, and it's comforting, and it's something he's rapidly deciding he's happy he tried.

He also nods along as Izumi says they can keep going when he's more awake—for putting up with his whims like this, he definitely deserves to be fucked the way he wants.]

...Yes. I really am lucky. I love you too, Izumi...

[For now, though, the hand stroking his lover's cock gets gradually slower as Sandalphon gets sleepier, and it's not long before he's snoozing comfortably, blissfully warm and utterly happy. Heat is horrible in some ways, and amazing in others, but Sandalphon's favorite thing about it is simply that it brings him and Izumi closer every time it occurs. It had been something he'd come to dread before they met, but now...now he almost looks forward to it.

He can worry about how Izumi will almost certainly find a way to get him back for making him wait to be pumped full of cum later.]

[ izumi's own heart races as a different kind of heat spreads throughout his body; instead of the blood going down to his dick it all went to up his cheeks instead. sandalphon can be so sweet without meaning to sometimes... he's certainly come so far, and so has izumi himself. only they can understand how difficult it is to be outwardly affectionate, but behind doors and under the sheets they are free to express their true feelings for each other with their bodies without judgment. and really, if sandalphon just wanted to nap with his dick up his boyfriend's ass, who is izumi to complain?

...well, he might complain later on if this keeps up for much longer. sandalphon's drowsiness is a little contagious, and izumi did wake up a little too early for this, so there's no harm in getting more sleep before they fuck each other's brains out. might as well get some energy before the big event.

it's just too bad he can't turn around and kiss his boyfriend on the mouth, though. but for now, he interlaces their hands together, kiss the back of sandalphon once more, and settle in to sleep in sandalphon's embrace. with how energetic he's being this morning, he might wake up a little later than usual. it's fine. ]

[Even the most peaceful of naps must eventually come to an end, and when Sandalphon wakes up still rock hard and still inside of Izumi, the first thing he does is try to figure out how long it's been without disturbing his boyfriend. He manages to lift his head up enough to gaze at their alarm clock and see it hasn't been an especially long time—less than an hour, so no need for medical attention for his dick, thank god—and then gazes down at Izumi, smiling fondly. He's so adorable when he sleeps, the cranky expression ever-present on his face giving way to something utterly peaceful...he cherishes it every time he sees it.

But he promised Izumi that he'd fuck him silly, didn't he? And after being so patient, it's time for him to have his reward.

Sandalphon's thrusts start slow, gentle, just a careful rocking of his hips to make sure Izumi's body is still ready to take it. He murmurs a wordless noise of pleasure as that spark at the base of his spine almost immediately kicks back into high gear; he's in the full swing of his heat now, and every little movement has his body begging for more. But he keeps at a slow, gentle pace, hand returning to its position wrapped around Izumi's cock to tease it–he has to be gentle until he wakes up, after all.

There's no sense in giving him what he wants until he's awake to appreciate it, after all.]

[ and izumi really did end up sleeping in much later. being cocooned in his lover's embrace is doing quite an effect on him, even with that cock in his ass. he's become more accustomed to it as minutes pass that he doesn't even stir in his sleep when sandalphon awakens before him.

a couple of soft moans leave his lips when sandalphon starts his slow rhythm of his hips, but he makes no intention of waking up just yet. he's so comfortable like this, and yet sandalphon has the gall to take it away already? ]

Nn, five more minutes...

[ he sleepily mumbles, ears slightly twitching in annoyance as he tries to turn on his side and catch up on some more zzz's. he did say he'll have the energy to Fuck once he's awake, so maybe wait a little? although the hand on his dick is too hard to ignore, but he can endure for a while longer. maybe. ]

Edited 2021-05-18 16:29 (UTC)

Okay. Five more minutes.

[And true to his word, Sandalphon gives Izumi five more minutes. He can watch the alarm clock, after all, so he keeps any eye on it while he lavishes Izumi's body with gentle, slow affection; tender kisses, caresses and squeezes here and there—

But he's keeping a careful eye on the alarm clock. And once five minutes pass, he starts moving his hips again. Slowly, gently, carefully gauging his reaction before rolling forward again, vision swimming and mind going numb from the effort it's taking him to hold back. His instinct, more than anything, is to fuck like rabbits.

But for now, he'll be gentle, at least until Izumi is more awake.]

Mm...it's been five minutes...time to wake up, Izumi...

[He's already panting into Izumi's ear, chest pressed flush against his back.]

Mnn... Morning, again...

[ izumi finally stirs after what seems like an eternity, making a great show of yawning hugely as if he doesn't have a bunny boyfriend waiting eagerly to fuck him from behind. ]

You didn't pull out at all, did you...? You really are weird.

[ not that izumi's complaining at all. he even clenches around sandalphon's cock, a sign that he doesn't wanna let go just yet either. ]

But that's why I love you, I guess. [ yawns again. he definitely needs something to wake him up fully. he'll be back to dryhumping sandalphon soon enough, but for now he's just going to sleepily tease him. ] Well? What are you waiting for...?

I don't want to wake you up too suddenly...

[Another long, slow roll of his hips, pulling out almost completely before sliding into him as deeply as he can. He grits his teeth, biting back a whimper. It feels so good...]

It'd be rude after you so patiently let me keep warm inside you...so I'll keep to your pace this time.

[And, yes, that means that when his heat inevitably works Izumi back into a feverish frenzy of desire, Sandalphon will give him exactly what he wants.

He slides his hands up to play with Izumi's nipples, rolling them between his fingertips, pinching lightly, squeezing his pectorals; he finally leaves his ears alone to devote more attention to the nape of Izumi's neck, planting small kisses and nipping at him.]

[ eh? he wants to take it slow now? and here izumi thought that he's going to rail him awake... he can't even think straight with sandalphon's hands playing with his nipples and his lips on the back of his neck. this is torture. ]

Nn, Sanchan, I'm awake now, you can-- Ah...

[ delicious torture. if he were in the mood for something slower he'd be all over this, but this won't cut it. they both know that. the fact that izumi knows that sandalphon's teasing him again is making him wanna cry a little, tbh. why is his boyfriend so mean today? ]

So mean, why are you like... mm, Sanchaaa~n come on, I'll do anything...

[ he attempts to grind his own hips back on sandalphon's cock, but it's not enough. he needs it hard and he needs it now but he's already begged so much so what else could his lover want? ]

[Izumi might be able to feel Sandalphon's lips curl into a smirk against the back of his neck when he grinds back against him.]

One last thing, then...

[Sandalphon returns his attention to Izumi's ear and whispers lowly into it as he pulls out of him.]

I want to hear every noise you make, so don't you dare hold back.

[With that, he rolls Izumi onto his back and slides into him again in one fluid motion. Just another moment to adjust the angle of his hips as he pulls out, and then...

He drives his cock as deep as he can, as hard as he can, immediately adopting a rapid, forceful pace. His own moans slip ungracefully from his throat, every inch of him lighting up in an intense, overwhelming surge of pleasure. It's been difficult for him to hold back too, his body screaming to breed Izumi until he can't walk, to fuck him until he's only capable of thinking of his cock, and then to fuck him some more for good measure. Izumi wanted to be filled up, and Sandalphon is more than willing to oblige—he'll spill his seed inside him until he begs him to stop.]

Let me see you touch yourself, I...nnn...want to see how much you want me...

[He's got both hands firmly on Izumi's hips to keep a steady rhythm, or else he'd do it himself.]

[ izumi whimpers when sandalphon pulled out momentarily, dimly thinking of how much his body already misses his lover's cock already, and while he's expecting sandalphon to finally rail him once and for all he still gets the wind knocked out of him at that first hard thrust, a string of unrestrained moans spilling from his mouth as sandalphon went fast and rough in just the right ways. he isn't usually this loud during sex, but he'll do whatever sandalphon asked of him, chanting his name like a mantra as he continues to pound into him.

ah, wait, he wanted to see izumi stroke himself, right? izumi hast almost forgot. he wraps a hand around his own throbbing length and pumps it in perfect rhythm with every harsh thrust of sandalphon's hips, already feeling overwhelmed. ]

San--Sandalphon, go harder, please... Please fill me up...

[ he pants as he lifts his other arm and drapes it over his eyes. this is bad, he might come too soon from how good this all feels, but he doesn't want this to end just yet. he wants sandalphon to fuck him so hard he couldn't think straight anymore, that he'll be at his mercy of his cock forever -- but that would be too crude to mention anywhere, isn't it? ]

[Sandalphon watches in blissful, rapt attention as Izumi's slender hands pump his cock, and he feels himself twitch inside Izumi just from watching. The thought of Izumi touching himself, thinking of him—being able to see it—it's all so much.

He keeps his rapid, hard pace, slamming into Izumi, breathlessly and desperately murmuring more instructions:]

T-Tell me if you're ready to cum, I...not yet, not yet, we've got so much more to do...

[When Sandalphon's in heat, he can frequently go multiple rounds before getting soft, but if Izumi tires out before he does then it doesn't matter how long he can keep going. He's sure Izumi is just as ravenous as he is right now, but even so, prolonging it just means they'll both feel even better...]

You're so good, Izumi, you feel so amazing...mmm, h-here...comes the first load...

[He'd be embarrassed to be cumming so early if it weren't his heat, but his body is so sensitive, it can't be helped. He spills his seed into Izumi, thrusting himself in to the hilt so he can pour as deep as it can go.

And after a few seconds of shuddering, riding out the orgasm, Sandalphon resumes fucking him as though it had never happened, that white-hot pleasure already building again at the base of his spine and between his legs.]

[ from all the idle stroking of his cock and being slammed into repeatedly, izumi's clearly reached his limit by now. he comes almost at the same time as sandalphon's with a cry, staining his own underbelly with his own cum. he wasn't even done calming down from his own orgasm when sandalphon decides to pick up the pace again. ]

Ah, San-- Sanchan, pour more inside of me, make me even more... more full...

[ because it just wasn't enough. he won't rest until he's filled to the brim, until he can feel his lover's seed slosh inside him as he continues to ram inside him with the intent to breed more than anything, because they love each other that much.

that's just how rabbits are.

izumi's hands wrap around sandalphon's shoulders, desperately hanging on for dear life, his fingernails scraping at his fantastic boyfriend's back as he wraps his legs around him, urging him to go deeper. ]

Mmm...

[Sandalphon's mouth hangs open, and he gasps as Izumi's fingernails rake down his back; he barely has time to register the pain before he's overwhelmed by the feeling of Izumi driving him deeper inside.]

You want me that badly...?

[He digs his own fingernails into Izumi's hips as he slams into him. It always feels good, but when Izumi is in heat, his body's even more desperate for his cock than usual, his temperature slightly elevated, his hole tightening around him like Izumi never wants him to pull out—it's pure ecstasy to fuck him like this, and it's taking more or less all of his brain power to speak at all right now.]

I'll give you everything you want, Izumi...

[He practically purrs as he leans down, their faces mere inches apart.]

I'll fill you up until you can't take it anymore...I won't stop until you're carrying my child...

[Of course, it goes without saying that they can't actually reproduce like this. But it always excites Izumi, and to be honest...there's a part of it that excites Sandalphon as well. He's never been attracted to women, but the heavy instinct to breed is ingrained in him just as much as his straight counterparts, after all.

He leans down to give Izumi a wet, hungry kiss, hips never slowing for even a moment as he continues to pound into him.]

...But even then, you wouldn't be satisfied, would you?

[Izumi's insatiable, but so is Sandalphon.]

San--

[ ahh, no, he just had to bring that up. it's physically impossible for them to have a child, yet izumi tightens significantly around sandalphon's cock anyway at the thought. he feels so hot it's like he's on fire, from the way sandalphon's pounding into him like a madman to kissing him stupid. he can easily go crazy like this, and they've barely just started. ]

I... I won't-- Sanchan please, please knock me up, I--

[ he needs to feel him inside forever. there's just no other way to describe it. nothing else matters anymore except him and his boyfriend in their bed like this. ]

I'll—I'll put a baby in you for sure, this time—

[He spills inside him again, but continues to slam into him, barely even pausing for a moment, dizzy with ecstasy. He's still hard, moaning wantonly as Izumi squeezes down on his cock, all sense of decorum or good sense utterly demolished by his desire.]

And once you've had them, I...ah, I'll knock you up all over again...mm, you'll have my babies for the rest of your life...

[His cock twitches, already close to his third orgasm, but he clenches his teeth and does what he can to hold it back—just like Izumi, right now he just wants to stay like this forever.]

[ it never happens, no matter how many times sandalphon utters it to him every time they do this. but it's a nice thought to have regardless, and at the very least they won't have to worry about early parenthood anytime soon. it's not as though izumi is ready for that, but... he just wants to focus all his attention on sandalphon for a little while longer.

he sobs at the next load, already feeling like he's at his limit. but there's one more place-- ]

M-My mouth, quick...

[ well, come to think of it. he's now pretty hungry. ]

[It seems like Sandalphon doesn't hear him at first, eyes distant and his mind clearly elsewhere, but he eventually grunts in assent, pulling out of him in one quick motion, stroking himself and pulling Izumi into a sitting position to shoot into his mouth, watching him like he's stalking his prey—even though bunnies are prey themselves, Sandalphon always feels a little more like a predator when he's in heat.]

Mm, drink it all, okay...?

[In the aftermath of such ravenous lust, one of his ears has started to droop, though he's too out of it to notice.]

[ too exhausted to move by himself at this point, izumi lets his boyfriend yank him up, receiving his cock deep into his mouth and swallowing everything. maybe it's because they're both deliriously in heat, but sandalphon tastes particularly wonderful today, and as usual izumi can't get enough of it.

as much as he'd like to drain sandalphon dry, he manages to pull his mouth off his dick, licking his lips before glancing up at his boyfriend's face, spotting his ear drooping a little. that gets him to smile warmly in the midst of all this lust. ]

You're... You're so cute that way.

[ a rather heartwarming comment as he starts kissing the shaft. only his boyfriend can be so hot and so cute at the same time. ]

I don't want to be cute!

[Sandalphon pouts (and will insist he did not when Izumi teases him about it later), lifting an arm to straighten his ear back up, but he never quite makes it that far, because the feeling of Izumi's lips softly caressing his dick is too distracting for him to care about anything else. He inhales shakily, the hand that was originally going to adjust his own ear settling between Izumi's instead, ready to give him a gentle push downward at any moment. It's already been a number of times now, but it's still not enough. It never is, when he's in heat.]

...Can you...still keep going...?

[Even so, he has to be considerate of his partner. He could fuck Izumi for hours, but...]

[ he Will tease sandalphon about it later. really, he just doesn't get how his bf is so self-conscious about his one floppy ear? it's one of his charm points, and he's got a whole bunch of them in izumi's opinion. ]

Do you... want me to stop?

[ he thought sandalphon meant that he himself should stop blowing. but it's not like his mouth is tired, despite all the panting and moaning and kissing from earlier. so izumi takes his cock into his mouth, sucking him all the while until the tip reaches the back of his throat, all while looking up him with his innocent doe eyes.

ahh, he'll never get tired of this taste no matter how many times they do it. ]

( catchall ) even now i still dream of you

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