( catchall ) even now i still dream of you

[obsessiveness]

gonna put some shitpost here later ok the point is is that we're free to wild tf out

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[obsessiveness]

[ it really has been humdrum since sandalphon's career flourished, and while izumi's happy that his boyfriend has come so far, it's a little sad to see him so stressed out lately. which is probably why he decided to surprise him like this. he'd mention that out loud, but his mouth is too full of cock at the moment, and sandalphon's pressuring him to take more of him in. he can't help but gag when his tip reaches the back of his throat, but apart from moving his hands from his cock to grip at sandalphon's thighs for support, he makes no signs of dissent. well, aside from shooting up a glare at sandalphon, but it does little to mitigate the fact that everything about this is hot as hell. and... well, maybe he did want to get caught back there. he should've sucked sandalphon off hard and gave him away when he had the chance. hmph. but he is finally getting what he's here for, so he opens his mouth wider, tilt his head a bit, and moan around sandalphon's cock as he lowers his mouth even further down until he can't anymore, swallowing all the while. his bravado is diminishing as he realizes how lowly and pathetic he must look from here, but - doesn't sandalphon love to see this side of him? ]

[unnecessities]

[Izumi's right—Sandalphon loves seeing him helpless to do anything but please him. There's something satisfying about taking him and all his haughty attitude and bringing him down a peg. Granted, it never lasts long, both because Sandalphon has no real interest in actually ruining his ego and because Izumi refuses to let something like a consensual encounter do anything but ultimately contribute to the ego he already has, after his initial embarrassment. But still, to see someone as confident and combative as Izumi unable to talk back...it's lovely in its own way.]

That's it...y-you're doing so well, Izumi...

[He strokes his lover's hair, fighting the urge to buck his hips against his mouth. With how much he's swallowing, he can't afford to give in to those desires even a little...

Still, an idea occurs to him. Izumi didn't deny it when he said it, so—]

...The office door is still unlocked, you know. Are you thinking about what might happen if someone walks in unexpectedly...?

[He's almost certain no one will, because they're usually pretty good about leaving him to his own business, but...if he just wants to see how Izumi reacts, maybe it's fine if he doesn't admit that.]

[obsessiveness]

[ izumi averts his gaze from him, mouth still working on his cock. since when can he read minds anyway? and even if someone were to walk in on them... ]

...And what're you going to do about it?

[ he manages to pull off from his cock, but his tongue continues to make circles around the tip. he's depraved enough to swallow more of that precome, but he desperately wants more than this.

and he'll beg if he has to. ]

Just... Just give me what I need already. [ he opens his mouth as he wraps his hand around sandalphon's slick length, pumping his cock into his mouth as if inviting him to empty himself there. ] Stop holding back...

[ he can take it, in case sandalphon is worried. they've made it this far, after all. ]

[unnecessities]

[A shiver goes up Sandalphon's spine. To see his proud, beautiful boyfriend begging like this...to see him readily taking all of him, swallowing every inch of his cock and every drop of precome, to know he's so desperate for him...it's such a turn-on. And so he decides he's teased Izumi enough for one day.]

A-Ah...mm, then...since you've been so patient...

[It's been so hard to hold back. Finally, he spills into Izumi's mouth, shuddering, one hand gripping the armrest of his office chair so firmly his knuckles are white, gritting his teeth so hard he swears he can hear them grinding to keep from crying out. Even so, despite the instinct he has to shut his eyes, his gaze never once leaves Izumi's face; if he's willing to go so far as to beg, then Sandalphon wants to see him get what he wants.]

Izumi...Izumi...

[It's more of a whimper than a moan. He slumps back in his chair a bit, suddenly acutely aware of how his heart is racing and how heavy his breathing is.]