( catchall ) even now i still dream of you

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gonna put some shitpost here later ok the point is is that we're free to wild tf out

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[Now that the circumstances are different—consensual, for starters, and even though Izumi was careful enough at the fort, there's a gentleness that had been absent from it then that's here now—it's nicer than Sandalphon had expected. He'd been initially a bit nervous at the feeling of restraint, but Izumi asking him if he was alright every few minutes quickly assuaged any remaining sense of uncertainty. He tries to separate his hands, just to confirm the rope is working, and it holds him fast; it's slack enough not to hurt, but tight enough to completely restrict his movement.] ...I wasn't sure what to expect, but... [He has to be as affirming as possible; this was his idea, so he has to do what he can to ensure it all goes well, and that means being more open than usual.] ...It's striking to see, and...it's always... [He's blushing a bit, he's not used to being this up-front about his feelings.] ...I always like it when you touch me, so being tied like this...was very pleasant... [He's already a little aroused just from the gentle whispers and touches Izumi had naturally had to do to tie him up, confirming that while he isn't sure if he's Officially Into This yet, he's at least into it enough that it'll still get him going.]

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[ it is very striking to see, especially in izumi's point of view. sandalphon was right when he said that izumi wanted to do this again, because izumi really had been imagining it for a while now - how it could've been if they weren't afflicted with some drug that addled their minds. now, they're doing this because they want to, and not because they have to. ]

I'm glad to hear that.

[ he really is, and it's a good thing sandalphon couldn't see him blush from here. ]

It only needs one last thing, so - heads up.

[ he'd attached another long coil of rope at the spine of sandalphon's back, and with a mighty pull, he manages to hoist sandalphon up to his knees like a pulley. don't ask when izumi had installed a metal ring on the ceiling for this specific purpose. ]

There we go. [ izumi's hands gently roam around the back of sandalphon's thighs, teasing him. ] Do you still want to go on?

[ not like sandalphon could break out if he tried anyway. ]

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Huh—

[Sandalphon wasn't expecting to be hoisted up, and to say it's surprising is an understatement. He gives a long, pensive stare at the rope holding him up, but it really is well-made; it doesn't look like it's going to give, so he relaxes a little, trying to sneak a look at Izumi's face. It's always the legs with him...well, Sandalphon doesn't mind at all, though. It's kind of nice knowing there's something about him that Izumi likes that much.]

...Yes. I want to make this everything you wanted it to be.

[And if that means getting hung from the ceiling, that's what he'll do.]