What exactly do you think I'm trying to ask you for...?
[UGH. Stupid Izumi and his stupid grins, and curse his stupid heart for doing backflips every time it happens.]
...Don't answer that. But it's something that I know you can do. It's really only a matter of whether or not you will.
[He's been waffling on this idea for a long time, too, after all. But ever since it occurred to him, the more he thinks about it...being at Izumi's mercy, all of his own volition...having every ounce of his attention hyper-focused on him and him alone...trying to move on from a traumatic experience by recontextualizing it is nice, too, but he wants this. He really, truly...]
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[UGH. Stupid Izumi and his stupid grins, and curse his stupid heart for doing backflips every time it happens.]
...Don't answer that. But it's something that I know you can do. It's really only a matter of whether or not you will.
[He's been waffling on this idea for a long time, too, after all. But ever since it occurred to him, the more he thinks about it...being at Izumi's mercy, all of his own volition...having every ounce of his attention hyper-focused on him and him alone...trying to move on from a traumatic experience by recontextualizing it is nice, too, but he wants this. He really, truly...]
I want you to tie me up.