It should hurt! Why are you expecting me to stop when you won't?! Just...shut up...shut up!
[Sandalphon heaves a sob as his hips stutter, spilling deep into Izumi.
It made him feel better in the moment, but as he comes down from his climax, that familiar self-hatred seeps back into the corners of his mind, sinking into every part of it. Sure, he got to feel high and mighty for a bit there, but what's he doing, really? Pinning someone weaker than him beneath him and making him suffer because no one else is here to comfort him.
Really...there's no way anyone could love somebody like him.]
I don't care what your name is. And I don't care how you learned mine anymore, either. You're not going to stop lying anytime soon. Tell whoever your informant is that it'll make more than a passing sweet word to entrap me.
[He can't believe, even for a second, that Izumi is telling the truth—such is the depths of Sandalphon's self-hatred at this point in time.]
no subject
[Sandalphon heaves a sob as his hips stutter, spilling deep into Izumi.
It made him feel better in the moment, but as he comes down from his climax, that familiar self-hatred seeps back into the corners of his mind, sinking into every part of it. Sure, he got to feel high and mighty for a bit there, but what's he doing, really? Pinning someone weaker than him beneath him and making him suffer because no one else is here to comfort him.
Really...there's no way anyone could love somebody like him.]
I don't care what your name is. And I don't care how you learned mine anymore, either. You're not going to stop lying anytime soon. Tell whoever your informant is that it'll make more than a passing sweet word to entrap me.
[He can't believe, even for a second, that Izumi is telling the truth—such is the depths of Sandalphon's self-hatred at this point in time.]