yanderebitchclub | ( catchall ) even now i still dream of you

[ it doesn't take long for izumi to get fully hard; a stuttering sigh leaves his throat as sandalphon swallows him whole, as if this is what he wanted sandalphon's mouth to be doing all this time. except no, this is not enough, and since sandalphon's secret is now out it'll never be enough.

he lies back down on the bed, the urge to cover his face rising up once more as sandalphon works his talented mouth on him, but he manages to fight down the bashfulness and opts to look down on him instead.

ah. ]

You're so... beautiful...

[ usually it's sandalphon who'd pepper him with praise regarding his ethereal appearance, but izumi can't help but comment anyway, face even redder than usual as he lightly tugs at sandalphon's hair. he never would've thought a true-to-life vampire is going to suck him off, and yet here it is, and it's all so exhilarating.

but overall, he's just happy and relieved that sandalphon's all right now. they can get through this. ]

Mmm...

[Sandalphon's mouth hangs open, and he gasps as Izumi's fingernails rake down his back; he barely has time to register the pain before he's overwhelmed by the feeling of Izumi driving him deeper inside.]

You want me that badly...?

[He digs his own fingernails into Izumi's hips as he slams into him. It always feels good, but when Izumi is in heat, his body's even more desperate for his cock than usual, his temperature slightly elevated, his hole tightening around him like Izumi never wants him to pull out—it's pure ecstasy to fuck him like this, and it's taking more or less all of his brain power to speak at all right now.]

I'll give you everything you want, Izumi...

[He practically purrs as he leans down, their faces mere inches apart.]

I'll fill you up until you can't take it anymore...I won't stop until you're carrying my child...

[Of course, it goes without saying that they can't actually reproduce like this. But it always excites Izumi, and to be honest...there's a part of it that excites Sandalphon as well. He's never been attracted to women, but the heavy instinct to breed is ingrained in him just as much as his straight counterparts, after all.

He leans down to give Izumi a wet, hungry kiss, hips never slowing for even a moment as he continues to pound into him.]

...But even then, you wouldn't be satisfied, would you?

[Izumi's insatiable, but so is Sandalphon.]

[Sandalphon's cheeks color slightly pink at the compliment, and if he weren't so focused on sucking his boyfriend's dick, he'd certainly have a bashful look on his face. But in lieu of showing Izumi his embarrassed expression, Sandalphon opts to thank him by taking him all the way down his throat, holding the position just long enough for Izumi to feel him swallowing around the shaft, before pulling away to caress the head of his cock with his tongue. He'd been eager for the taste of blood earlier, but now he's craving this taste instead—so much that he's desperate for it, deepthroating Izumi's cock with the same starved demeanor as when he had been sucking his blood.

He wants to tell Izumi he's beautiful too, but it's hard to do that with a dick in his mouth, so he'll do what he can to meet Izumi's loving gaze.]

[ the wet warmth of sandalphon's mouth is simply too addicting, especially when he keeps hitting the back of the throat like that. the thought of sandalphon potentially biting down on his dick lest he's not careful crosses his mind for a hot second, but inherent danger of that is almost too tempting, and at this rate-- ]

San... Sanchan, I'm-- going to...

[ he grabs the back of his boyfriend's head and forcefully pushes him down as he comes, panting as he makes him swallow all of it. sandalphon might be too full of him at this point, but... isn't that a good thing?

after a while he lets go of his head and lies back down on the bed, still catching his breath. that was so much, his energy's all but sapped, and yet he can feel his heartbeat in his ears and throat. he's so tired, but he knows all too well that his boyfriend is just getting started. ]

San--

[ ahh, no, he just had to bring that up. it's physically impossible for them to have a child, yet izumi tightens significantly around sandalphon's cock anyway at the thought. he feels so hot it's like he's on fire, from the way sandalphon's pounding into him like a madman to kissing him stupid. he can easily go crazy like this, and they've barely just started. ]

I... I won't-- Sanchan please, please knock me up, I--

[ he needs to feel him inside forever. there's just no other way to describe it. nothing else matters anymore except him and his boyfriend in their bed like this. ]

[Sandalphon dutifully swallows every drop of cum, giving the tip of Izumi's cock one last swipe with his tongue as he pulls away, opening his mouth to show that it's empty. This tastes good, too, and he wants Izumi to know it. He gets no sustenance from semen, but he can get satisfaction from it just fine.

He's hard from sucking Izumi off, but he's got some ideas about how to handle that. He stands, just long enough to loom over Izumi again, licking his lips.]

Did you mean it? About biting your neck?

[Izumi's heightened heartbeat and racing pulse are things Sandalphon is genetically engineered to notice, and his pupils are wide with the desire to feed. Before Izumi can answer, he's already sunk his teeth into his neck, fingers working at Izumi's shirt to pull it off of him even as he drinks more blood. His racing pulse makes it even sweeter.

He's still hungry, and now he's horny too. Izumi's got his work cut out for him.]

I'll—I'll put a baby in you for sure, this time—

[He spills inside him again, but continues to slam into him, barely even pausing for a moment, dizzy with ecstasy. He's still hard, moaning wantonly as Izumi squeezes down on his cock, all sense of decorum or good sense utterly demolished by his desire.]

And once you've had them, I...ah, I'll knock you up all over again...mm, you'll have my babies for the rest of your life...

[His cock twitches, already close to his third orgasm, but he clenches his teeth and does what he can to hold it back—just like Izumi, right now he just wants to stay like this forever.]

[ for some reason, being looked at and lusted after like prey is really turning izumi on, but he hasn't got the time to think too long on whether he really is just some masochist or not. he yelps at the teeth sinking into his skin like butter, arms wrapping themselves around sandalphon for dear life as his boyfriend helps himself to his healthy blood, along with adrenaline coursing his veins. even though he'd just recently come, he can feel himself getting hard once more despite himself, and there's absolutely no way to hide that from sandalphon in this position. ]

San... Sanchan, please, ahh... I want, you--

[ it's a dangerous thing to ask for, but... well. he is losing a bit of blood, so of course he's going to be a bit delirious. but everything about this feels so good -- it's like sex, but different. and he knows that sandalphon would never, ever go overhoard, and yet... what if he did, just a tad?

he wraps a leg around his vampire boyfriend's waist, tugging him down. come on, come on, he might as well make izumi feel full as payment. ]

[ it never happens, no matter how many times sandalphon utters it to him every time they do this. but it's a nice thought to have regardless, and at the very least they won't have to worry about early parenthood anytime soon. it's not as though izumi is ready for that, but... he just wants to focus all his attention on sandalphon for a little while longer.

he sobs at the next load, already feeling like he's at his limit. but there's one more place-- ]

M-My mouth, quick...

[ well, come to think of it. he's now pretty hungry. ]

[Words could never express just how happy Sandalphon is to be so wholly accepted. He's something humans should fear, a monster that preys on them, and still, the one he fell in love with wants him this much, is even willing to help him keep living in a world that's made even getting enough to eat impossible.

Sandalphon drinks his fill, until he's feeling healthier than he has in decades, finally able to eat properly instead of needing to run before anyone finds him. It might be enough to leave Izumi a little dizzy.]

I love you, Izumi...

[There has to be something he can do to thank him, but fortunately Izumi pulling him closer is enough to answer that question. He's careful to swallow all the blood in his mouth and run his tongue over his teeth to make sure the taste of blood in his mouth is as dampened as it can be before kissing him. Truly, he's insatiable—Izumi can offer him his blood, his body, and he just wants more of him. How selfish. How deplorable.

But it seems like what Izumi wants right now is for him to act on those selfish impulses, so he reaches down to work at the clasp of his pants even while he feverishly kisses Izumi. He'll give Izumi as much of himself as he wants, in exchange for Izumi giving so much of himself first.

Once he's successfully maneuvered his pants down around his knees, he finally pulls away. Vampires are undead, so they don't need to breathe, but Izumi is a different story, after all.

He gropes around for the lube he keeps by his bedside and begins stretching Izumi open; he's more energetic than he's been in a long time, perhaps ever, from Izumi's perspective, and he's not about to waste time not giving him the loving he deserves.]

[It seems like Sandalphon doesn't hear him at first, eyes distant and his mind clearly elsewhere, but he eventually grunts in assent, pulling out of him in one quick motion, stroking himself and pulling Izumi into a sitting position to shoot into his mouth, watching him like he's stalking his prey—even though bunnies are prey themselves, Sandalphon always feels a little more like a predator when he's in heat.]

Mm, drink it all, okay...?

[In the aftermath of such ravenous lust, one of his ears has started to droop, though he's too out of it to notice.]

[ too exhausted to move by himself at this point, izumi lets his boyfriend yank him up, receiving his cock deep into his mouth and swallowing everything. maybe it's because they're both deliriously in heat, but sandalphon tastes particularly wonderful today, and as usual izumi can't get enough of it.

as much as he'd like to drain sandalphon dry, he manages to pull his mouth off his dick, licking his lips before glancing up at his boyfriend's face, spotting his ear drooping a little. that gets him to smile warmly in the midst of all this lust. ]

You're... You're so cute that way.

[ a rather heartwarming comment as he starts kissing the shaft. only his boyfriend can be so hot and so cute at the same time. ]

I don't want to be cute!

[Sandalphon pouts (and will insist he did not when Izumi teases him about it later), lifting an arm to straighten his ear back up, but he never quite makes it that far, because the feeling of Izumi's lips softly caressing his dick is too distracting for him to care about anything else. He inhales shakily, the hand that was originally going to adjust his own ear settling between Izumi's instead, ready to give him a gentle push downward at any moment. It's already been a number of times now, but it's still not enough. It never is, when he's in heat.]

...Can you...still keep going...?

[Even so, he has to be considerate of his partner. He could fuck Izumi for hours, but...]

[ not only did sandalphon took some of his blood, he'd also taken izumi's breath away. the adrenaline keeps coursing through his veins as sandalphon kisses him, and -- somehow the metallic taste of blood inside his vampire boyfriend's mouth is the least of his worries right now. though maybe he should be worried that he's quickly losing color?

well, despite that, izumi's pale cheeks is still flushed red after sandalphon kisses him stupid, so there's probably some more blood left inside him. his head feels almost empty, with only sandalphon inhabiting his thoughts at the moment, and he tenses around the other male's fingers as he's being prepped up. sandalphon has always been sweet and careful, so izumi's not too worried about losing too much here, but...

he wouldn't mind losing himself in sandalphon completely, if it came to it. though maybe that's just the delirium talking, because after this he might beat sandalphon's ass anyway for drinking too much, tbh. ]

Mm, Sanchan... Fill me.

[ a simple request. after all, sandalphon should replace his fluids with one of his own. it's only fair. ]

Gladly.

[Sandalphon doesn't give Izumi any time to rest, sliding into him as soon as he's ready. Izumi's spacey expression is delightfully cute on him, and Sandalphon can't help but kiss him again as he moves his hips, eager to spoil him however he wants. This is a stark role reversal as of late—for a while now, it's Sandalphon who's tired and Izumi who's the more eager of the two. And that means that now it's Sandalphon's turn to pamper Izumi the same way Izumi has always pampered him.

One of his hands gropes along the bed until he locates one of Izumi's; he laces their fingers together, holding his hand. He wants every possible point of connection, to be as close as he can to him in every sense of the word now that he's feeling better. He loves Izumi so, so much, and he has to do everything he can to express it.]

Love...you...

[He murmurs between heated kisses, whispering his name.]

[ he Will tease sandalphon about it later. really, he just doesn't get how his bf is so self-conscious about his one floppy ear? it's one of his charm points, and he's got a whole bunch of them in izumi's opinion. ]

Do you... want me to stop?

[ he thought sandalphon meant that he himself should stop blowing. but it's not like his mouth is tired, despite all the panting and moaning and kissing from earlier. so izumi takes his cock into his mouth, sucking him all the while until the tip reaches the back of his throat, all while looking up him with his innocent doe eyes.

ahh, he'll never get tired of this taste no matter how many times they do it. ]

Of course not...!

[Sandalphon's response is immediate—he's just concerned for his lover, after all. He'd explain this point, but Izumi looking at him so coquetteishly and the warmth of his mouth are more than a little distracting.]

I want—I want you to take it all...

[As much as Sandalphon can give him.]

I want you to keep going, until we can't anymore.

[How many mating seasons has he said this? And how many times has he regretted it in the morning, when he's tired and sore?

...Well, that's a problem for future Sandalphon. Right now, there's no way he can turn Izumi down. The hand on his head gives him a gentle urging downwards, asking for more.]

[ whether it's izumi and sandalphon who'd start off every mating season with a bang, the end results is always the same - with the both of them sore to the bone after fucking for an entire day and a half. but if it means hearing sandalphon affirm to him so earnestly, how can izumi not fall for it every time?

he happily hums at sandalphon's answer, sending vibrations down his cock as he licks at the underside of his cock. even though he should be tired at being fucked and filled up repeatedly, izumi's just as energetic as ever so there's no need for sandalphon to be worried... also that in itself is a bit of a concern, because now there's no end in sight in their continuous lust for each other.

he brings a hand up to cup at his boyfriend's balls, sucking harder and faster now - if sandalphon wants him to stop, he should just give him what he wants already. ]

Ah, Izumi...

[Normally, Sandalphon tries to keep some decorum even while making love, but in heat it's a different story. He throws his head back, eyes squeezing shut and jaw clenching as he resists the urge to buck his hips up into Izumi's mouth. A wanton, lustful moan accompanies the display—he's too turned on to think about anything other than Izumi's lips wrapped around his cock, the feeling of his tongue all along the length, the gentle but all too pleasurable vibrations from his throat...

Ah, it's all too much. After just a few short minutes, Sandalphon fists his hand in Izumi's hair, keeping his head in place where it is as he empties another load of warm, slightly bitter cum into Izumi's mouth. His whole body shudders and another animalistic noise escapes him as he pants.

...He's still not ready to stop, but his grip on Izumi's hair loosens enough for him to pull away if he needs to.]

So good...you feel so...good...

[He would do this forever, if he could.]

[ compared to a few moments earlier, sandalphon has become quite more enthusiastic than he's even been in a long while. izumi may have become more listless the less blood he has in his body, but he manages to let out a whine as sandalphon enters him, his lips keeping up with his boyfriend's as his legs hang on to the other's waist for dear life.

still, he must have a bit more blood in his system than he thinks, because a cute and simple gesture like holding hands as he gets pounded gets him to blush red anyway, and the breathless way sandalphon tells him those three simple words is making izumi lose his mind more so than becoming his boyfriend's bloodbank. it's just, it's all just...

sandalphon really is cute in the end, is what izumi thinks. ]

Love you, I love you too... Use me as, ah, as much as you want...

[ because even now, when he's probably on the brink of death the more they keep this up -- he knows that sandalphon would know his limits. ]

[Sandalphon murmurs in response, nipping at Izumi's bottom lip with his front teeth—doing the best that he can to avoid drawing blood here, too. He's always been a bit of a biter in bed, unsurprisingly, but he's being extra careful not to overdo it today. He's already had his fill of Izumi's blood, after all.

...But not the rest of him. He'll never be able to have enough of Izumi.]

It will be...nice, won't it?

[He keeps his tone light even as he rails Izumi, occasionally pausing to grunt in exertion or pleasure.]

When I'm hungry, I'll feed on you...and then I'll take care of you, just like this...

[And it goes without saying he'll help Izumi recover from blood loss in the coming days, too, but getting too emotional might kill the mood. He leans down for another kiss, head swimming in pleasure. Izumi really had no idea what he does to him...

He nuzzles into the crook of Izumi's neck, breathing in the lingering scent of his blood as he continues his rough pace. He can feel it, he's so close—the tight feeling in the base of his cock, the pleasure rippling up and down his spine, it's going to overwhelm him.

When he comes, he squeezes Izumi's hand like a vise, teeth scraping against his neck again as he resists the urge to bite—not for food, this time, but just because he wants to.]

[ it's dangerous, being with him like this. izumi should've known about this darker side of him sooner, what with his penchant for biting during sex. but how was he supposed to know? sandalphon had hidden this from him for so long... that it must've been painful, every time they make love. all those times where sandalphon had left a love bite on his skin where close moments where he could've snapped and took a bite out of izumi. and then where would they be?

well, they wouldn't be right here right now, loving each other despite their respective glaring flaws. sandalphon's movements were rougher than usual, the sound of his skin slapping against izumi's mingling with the latter's ragged moans, with izumi holding onto his partner's hand like a lifeline as he's being taken apart... it's all too much. he comes a second time, right after sandalphon, muttering his name like a prayer -- but he supposes that those things are of no effect with this vampire, are they? ]

S-San... Sandalphon, I... I--

[ he wants to say something, but then...

he passes out right there. of course he would. just because parts of his body are tinged red doesn't mean he has enough blood to keep going. looks like sandalphon will have to exercise more restraint from now on.

oh well. at least his small smile makes up for it. ]

[ it might have been a mistake to let sandalphon do what he wants for so long, izumi thinks at one point. on one hand, it's nice to see his boyfriend have a lot more confidence with himself now that he's learned to take the reins in their relationship, but on the other hand, he might have let it get to his head a little...

(even though that's totally not true at all, it's just that izumi hasn't had the opportunity to turn the tables on him lately and frankly it's been pissing him off!!! he's petty that way. sue him.)

so now, it's time to take matters into his own hands. he'd been dying to use this cute little toy on his boyfriend ever since he'd spotted it at a secluded shop a couple months back, so with enough pleading he's managed to convince sandalphon to try it on, while innocently bringing up that they haven't gone out shopping together in a long time, so he continues to bat his pretty eyes at sandalphon to come with him on this lovely day...

with the vibe up his ass, of course. no time to take it off, izumi had insisted!! time's a-wasting, let's go! ]

Oh, stop complaining. We'll be home after we finish our shopping trip.

[ izumi's walking hand in hand with sandalphon on the way to the train station, since his bike is currently under repairs. ]

So long as you don't make it obvious, nothing's gonna happen to you. So cheer up!

[ it's amazing how he can keep up the smile while stroking the remote in his pocket, but sandalphon should know how crafty he can be by now. ]

[Sandalphon seems to be holding himself together pretty well, all things considered. He's walking a bit stiffly and his eyebrows are furrowed a bit more than usual, but having a resting bitch face as his default expression means it's not out of the ordinary if he looks like something is bothering him. Honestly, it would have been all too easy to just hold Izumi down, remove the toy himself, and continue about his day, but part of being in a relationship is reining in your godlike powers and not using them on your mortal partner.

When Izumi says that, though, Sandalphon really can't let it go without comment.]

You phrase it as though you don't have complete control over the situation. Just don't make anything happen.

[...There's no way he would anyway, right? Sandalphon wants desperately to believe that, but he's not sure he can. This is Izumi, after all—he's smart, but completely unpredictable in some regards...]

[ aww, babe! he'd be flattered to hear that from you. ]

I can't make any promises with that. [ he continues to smile as they walk through the motions in the train station. ] After all, what's the point of putting that inside you if I don't do anything with it?

[ unpredictable is right. but isn't that a good thing? who doesn't want to spice up their sex life every now and then? he does wish that sandalphon would at least try to smile a bit more though, it might actually give him away instead...

but oof, they had no choice but to make do with a crowded train. izumi manages to fit them both inside the crowded car before it pulls away from the station, and when it suddenly lurches forward, izumi does too, his hand accidentally brushing against sandalphon's ass. whoops. ]

( catchall ) even now i still dream of you

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izumi tops after 32857384583456 years

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