[Sandalphon lets out a short, harsh gasp, fingers tangling in Izumi's hair and tugging at it. He's not used to this anymore, he can't handle being forced to take him to the hilt the way he used to, but that doesn't stop the urge to do it. It's so much different. His tongue, the way he moves...he doesn't remember all the places Sandalphon likes being stimulated, so it's only natural that it would be. But it's not bad, and more than anything, the sight of him swallowing his cock is just as enticing as ever.]

Don't...

[He murmurs, gently running his fingers through Izumi's hair.]

You're not...don't call it an honor, I...

[If anything, he's the one who should be honored; after all, without his memories, Izumi's still deigning to suck him off.

If he voiced that right now, the young man he fell in love with would probably smirk up at him and agree. He wonders if this Izumi would, too.]

...Izumi...mm, that felt good, do it again...you're doing so well...

[But it's unfair of him to compare him to his past self like that. He doesn't know if he'll ever get that Izumi back, after all.

It's a good thing his brain is buzzing with pleasure, because thinking any harder about this would certainly make him sad.]