[Sandalphon would really love to say something, anything at all, but he's suddenly paralyzed with indecision. Why did he think this was a good idea?]
...In light of my...recent words, I apologize for...
[That's not quite right. He doesn't want to apologize for this.]
...If you would rather not have anything to do with me, I understand. You have your own people you care for, and I...
[He has a dead crush he's still holding a candle for, who he can't even run to if and when Izumi decides he doesn't love Sandalphon after all.
It's fine. This is fine. This is what it means to be the supreme primarch, right? This is what Lucifer experienced all those years—pushing people away for their own good.
Maybe Izumi is going to have to take initiative as the Dominant after all.]
...I was wrong to have said anything. I'd just like things to...return to the way they were, before I...
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[Sandalphon would really love to say something, anything at all, but he's suddenly paralyzed with indecision. Why did he think this was a good idea?]
...In light of my...recent words, I apologize for...
[That's not quite right. He doesn't want to apologize for this.]
...If you would rather not have anything to do with me, I understand. You have your own people you care for, and I...
[He has a dead crush he's still holding a candle for, who he can't even run to if and when Izumi decides he doesn't love Sandalphon after all.
It's fine. This is fine. This is what it means to be the supreme primarch, right? This is what Lucifer experienced all those years—pushing people away for their own good.
Maybe Izumi is going to have to take initiative as the Dominant after all.]
...I was wrong to have said anything. I'd just like things to...return to the way they were, before I...
[Ah, but it hurts, lying like this.]