[This isn't fair. No one he loves is ever angry at him when he lashes out, even when they absolutely deserve to be.]
...I never...wanted you to see me like that...
[Sandalphon's voice is heavy with unshed tears; it's taking a lot out of him not to just start crying alongside Izumi. He reaches up to grasp Izumi's hand in his, interlacing their fingers.]
I'm sorry...Izumi, I'm...I'm so...
[He takes a shaky breath, his entire body trembling both from the exertion of fucking Izumi senseless and from his own emotional turmoil. Despite his best efforts, a few tears escape, rolling down his cheeks. It's true that Izumi encouraged his behavior somewhat, but even so, he went too far...]
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[This isn't fair. No one he loves is ever angry at him when he lashes out, even when they absolutely deserve to be.]
...I never...wanted you to see me like that...
[Sandalphon's voice is heavy with unshed tears; it's taking a lot out of him not to just start crying alongside Izumi. He reaches up to grasp Izumi's hand in his, interlacing their fingers.]
I'm sorry...Izumi, I'm...I'm so...
[He takes a shaky breath, his entire body trembling both from the exertion of fucking Izumi senseless and from his own emotional turmoil. Despite his best efforts, a few tears escape, rolling down his cheeks. It's true that Izumi encouraged his behavior somewhat, but even so, he went too far...]