[Were it not for the unfortunate nature of their current hiding place, Sandalphon would pull Izumi close and kiss him breathless, utterly captivated by the warm expression on his face. As it is, though, making out in a public bathroom isn't exactly on his list of things he wants to do, so it's fairly easy to hold himself back in this case.]
It was here or the janitor's closet, and I wasn't sure if that would be locked or not.
[The crowd might've caught up if they'd spent too much time trying to get a locked door open...ugh, just thinking about it makes him angry. He knows that being an idol makes Izumi happy, so he'd never say a word against it...but he'd be lying if he said he didn't look forward to the day Izumi commits to modeling full-time, so he can finally tell the rest of the world that Sena Izumi belongs to him and him alone.
It isn't Izumi's fault that the industry is like this, so there's no sense in being upset with him.]
...I doubt I'll ever be able to put on a performance like that again. It was doubtless the adrenaline rush from being shoved, and...
[He wonders if he should say this next part out loud, but he rolls ahead with it.]
...There's this...certain smile you make when you're upset. That was the smile you were making. And the thought of you so upset, when I wanted you to be happy today...I simply couldn't...
[The turbulent mix of emotions it stirred up moved him before he even knew what was going on.]
...I'll make it up to you. For...shoving you into a bathroom to hide from the crowd.
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It was here or the janitor's closet, and I wasn't sure if that would be locked or not.
[The crowd might've caught up if they'd spent too much time trying to get a locked door open...ugh, just thinking about it makes him angry. He knows that being an idol makes Izumi happy, so he'd never say a word against it...but he'd be lying if he said he didn't look forward to the day Izumi commits to modeling full-time, so he can finally tell the rest of the world that Sena Izumi belongs to him and him alone.
It isn't Izumi's fault that the industry is like this, so there's no sense in being upset with him.]
...I doubt I'll ever be able to put on a performance like that again. It was doubtless the adrenaline rush from being shoved, and...
[He wonders if he should say this next part out loud, but he rolls ahead with it.]
...There's this...certain smile you make when you're upset. That was the smile you were making. And the thought of you so upset, when I wanted you to be happy today...I simply couldn't...
[The turbulent mix of emotions it stirred up moved him before he even knew what was going on.]
...I'll make it up to you. For...shoving you into a bathroom to hide from the crowd.
[He isn't blaming Izumi for a second.]