[ so sandalphon doesn't remember him at all, huh... that confirms it. it leaves a crack in izumi's heart as he holds back the urge to cry, so no, he's absolutely not enjoying himself to the fullest. but he's an opportunist, so he may as well try to make himself feel good in a sexual way to keep himself from thinking about anything else. ]
I don't-... know who you keep m-mentioning, but... Let me take your mind off it, if you're th-that desperate.
[ the desperation is evident in his voice as well, reaching his hand to wrap sandalphon's hand in his, joining him in rubbing off his own cock. he'd rather just have sandalphon focus on him and him alone, rather than take it all out on him because he can't get to his original target.
in the end, sandalphon prefers to be with That Guy than him, doesn't he? no matter, because izumi's willing to start over from the beginning. ]
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[ so sandalphon doesn't remember him at all, huh... that confirms it. it leaves a crack in izumi's heart as he holds back the urge to cry, so no, he's absolutely not enjoying himself to the fullest. but he's an opportunist, so he may as well try to make himself feel good in a sexual way to keep himself from thinking about anything else. ]
I don't-... know who you keep m-mentioning, but... Let me take your mind off it, if you're th-that desperate.
[ the desperation is evident in his voice as well, reaching his hand to wrap sandalphon's hand in his, joining him in rubbing off his own cock. he'd rather just have sandalphon focus on him and him alone, rather than take it all out on him because he can't get to his original target.
in the end, sandalphon prefers to be with That Guy than him, doesn't he? no matter, because izumi's willing to start over from the beginning. ]