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| | [ izumi at first didn't have anything to worry about; after sandalphon told him that he's going to go out to investigate some anomaly that only he can take care of, izumi had given him his regard (along with a kiss to keep safe) and waited for him patiently to come back safe and sound. but instead izumi finds himself pinned against the wall forcefully, straining against sandalphon's vice grip. ] Wh-What the... Get off me! What's gotten into you, idiot?! [ he stares into sandalphon's eyes, but all he's looking at are the eyes of a stranger; izumi couldn't see the compassion and bridled kindness that he knows sandalphon has deep inside, only getting red-hot anger instead. izumi's naturally scared, but... he knows that sandalphon will never hurt him, so he stands his ground and glares back, piercing blue eyes meeting red. ] |
| | Excuse me? [ yeah, even with sandalphon looking more murderous than usual, izumi isn't the type to back down at all - even at the risk of his own life. ] The only time I'll ever let you see me grovel at your feet is when I feel like it. And I'm not about to do it when you keep calling me that? I have a name, in case you already forgot. [ which makes his stomach dip; the fact that sandalphon's reverted to calling him a mere mortal means that he's not being himself right now. that, or he's forgotten everything he's been through with izumi, thick and thin. did someone erase his memories somehow? but he wasn't like this when they first met, so what happened? he continues glaring into sandalphon's eyes, matching his own intensity. normally the way that his boyfriend looks at him like this would instantly turn him on, which is probably the only time izumi would willingly grovel at his feet, but... ] |
| | How can I forget someone I've never met? [Sandalphon releases his hold on Izumi, only to grab the collar of his shirt and throw him to the floor, pressing a heeled boot into the small of his back.] Unless you're telling me we've met before...but not even Lucifer would do something this vulgar. He's underhanded, certainly, but...no, he would never involve any of you. He's always loved you wretched weaklings! [There's unbridled hurt in his voice, the desperate howling of someone who has never known how loved he was and thinks that he never has been. He bends at the waist to lean down toward Izumi again, grinding the heel of his boot against his spine.] You're braver than most, but now would be a very good time to feel like begging for your life. I won't give you another chance. |
| | [ and down he falls, teeth gritting at the foot on his back. if anything, he's more upset than afraid right now, from the confirmation that sandalphon has somehow forgotten him, that he'd say something like that about lucifer of all people. on one hand, izumi would be better off knowing less about sandalphon's lingering feelings for a man who's no longer on this world, but it's still a low blow regardless. he's shaking, both in anger and in sheer fright. because who wouldn't, in this position? izumi's only mortal, after all. but he takes a deep breath, tries to clear his mind, and when he speaks there's a tiniest hint of a tremble in his calm, determined voice. ] ... I'm begging you to come back to your senses. Please. [ he has to. izumi's very stubborn about this; he doesn't want to believe the fact that sandalphon's become a completely different person after everything they've been through. it only means that izumi's failed him. ] |
| | [Sandalphon laughs, a harsh, bitter sound, and the sneer on his face is enough of an answer by itself. But he responds regardless:] I assure you, I am fully in control of my faculties, mortal. [It may be the only thing he's ever really had control of—his own anger. He lifts his foot and nudges Izumi over onto his back. There's a thrilling rush that comes alongside this brazen display of power, of course, but there's something else, too...] ...I thought you had to be the one who freed me at first, but now that I've gotten a good look at you...I doubt you'd be able to make it to Pandemonium in the first place, let alone break out an archangel. [While he talks, Sandalphon sinks to his knees, settling to straddle Izumi's hips, and looms over him, grasping his wrists to keep his arms held to the floor.] Even so, you continue to act as though you know me... [And yet, there's a pang of familiarity that Sandalphon can't deny, a fondness in his chest that keeps him from striking Izumi dead that he can't explain.] ...You've found me in something of a foul mood, so entertain me until it passes, if you're so desperate for my attention. [He grinds his hips down on Izumi's. Normally he'd never think of doing this, especially not with a mortal he doesn't even know, but...exerting this kind of power over him is really turning him on. He might not remember, but he still loves topping Izumi in the end.] |
| | [ he lets sandalphon prattle on, his words going into one ear and out the next. izumi doesn't understand a single thing of what he's saying right now, even though he knows a bit of sandalphon's history back then: how he broke out of pandemonium to raise hell. but that's just it, isn't it? this sandalphon is the one who escaped the -- ] A-Ahh... [ his thoughts were cut off by sandalphon trying to get himself off on top of him. fuck, even like this, izumi still finds him hot, but it must be a good sign that sandalphon hasn't immediately killed him off yet. there's still hope that he can somehow bring back the angel he's come to love... but in the end, sandalphon has a point. izumi knows nothing about him at all, after everything. ] Do-- whatever you want to me. Just... ah, finish me off already. [ despite his cock hardening beneath sandalphon's teasings. he cares so, so much, but he has to stay strong, in hopes that sandalphon will snap out of it soon. for now he averts his gaze from the stranger on top of him, resisting the urge to buck his hips up the way his sandalphon would've loved it. ] |
| | Mmm... [Sandalphon is clearly enjoying Izumi's struggle not to react, a sadistic glimmer in his eye as he continues his teasing.] You'd rather I kill you? That doesn't seem to be your honest reaction... [If the hardness pressed against his ass is any indication, anyway. He grinds his hips down again, sighing in pleasure as he stokes the fires of his own arousal. While he's at it, he lets go of Izumi's wrists in order to rip his shirt open, and he wastes no time in exploring his bare chest with hands that don't recognize what they're touching.] It's almost a shame. Someone as beautiful as you, a mere mortal...what is it that they say? Beauty is ephemeral? I might actually begin to believe that. [Ugh, why is he so concerned about how attractive this human is? Anyone with eyes can see how handsome he is, but...why does he feel like he needs to talk about it? Sandalphon's frustration at not understanding his own faint emotions means he lashes out at whatever is closest, and unfortunately for now that's Izumi. He nips at the pale expanse of his throat, leaving bite marks and hickeys in his wake, groping at his chest in a most unseemly manner. What is it about this mortal that makes Sandalphon want him so much? Why is he even doing this? ...No matter how much he thinks about it, he can't find an answer, but it feels so good to pursue this that he doesn't care. He can examine this later, after it's over; for now, he just wants to chase the chill traveling up his spine.] |
| | [ if izumi's face isn't any redder from sandalphon grinding on his cock like this, he's definitely flushing from being calling beautiful. because even now, when sandalphon isn't being himself, he still thinks that a mere human like izumi is as handsome as ever. maybe that's why he doesn't want to kill him, but izumi would like to think that there's still some lingering affection in sandalphon's heart... and his dick, most likely. ] A-At least you still have eyes... [ he can't help but quip -- and he groans at the lips on his neck, dimly realizing that sandalphon had already left some marks on his neck prior to this. but with the way the archangel bites at his neck until he bleeds, it really is like having an unwanted affair with another man. ] For all your big talk, I bet you're n-not used to touching someone like this, are you? [ izumi wonders if sandalphon can feel how hard his heart is thumping in his ribcage despite his bravado, as familiar hands wander all over his body with the clumsy movements of a stranger. ] That's... That's so sad. If only... ah, someone showed you how it's done. [ it actually hurt saying those things, and it shows in izumi's wince; he was the one who taught sandalphon all he needed to know about affection, after all. a mere mortal like him had the upper hand, instead of the all-knowing supreme primarch at the time. ] |
| | [In the time it takes to blink, Sandalphon's expression snaps from cocky and self-satisfied to sheer, unadulterated rage, punctuated by two blades of light manifesting and driving themselves into the ground on either side of them. Even his wings manifest, though only his original sparrow-pattern pair emerges.] I suggest you keep your tongue if you don't want to lose your head! [In retaliation, Sandalphon sinks his teeth into Izumi's shoulder so hard he effortlessly breaks the skin. He couldn't care less about how good his performance is, but it's nearly impossible to miss the meaning underneath—"if only someone had loved you."] And I suppose you are used to it, then? Touching others like this? That says far more about you than it does about me, does it not? [stopbeinghorny.jpg But also, what exactly does that say about Sandalphon, who despite everything hasn't stopped being horny either? In an effort to keep from thinking too much about it, Sandalphon simply shifts his focus, yanking Izumi's pants down to the middle of his thighs to stroke his cock. Of course he'd wanted to learn about this with someone he loved—of course he'd always wanted to be touched and adored and cared for! Who does this mortal think he is, blindly grasping for a vantage point and stabbing him right where he's weakest?] Everything you say is nonsense, so you'd be better suited to simply whining like a beast! [Izumi's Sandalphon liked to hear him whine, too, though it's difficult to tell whether that's what's going on here or not.] |
| | [ izumi's head darts from either sword at either side, and he lets out a strangled cry at the bite, blinking back tears that threaten to well up. usually being threatened with your life would kill anyone's mood for sex, but his dick is rock-hard in sandalphon's head anyway. and since izumi doesn't know when to shut up, he has to slide in one more comment. ] Y-You... You have to do better than that... [ any rational human being would've been terrified out of their own lives in this situation. but izumi, plain and ordinary as he truly is, can be immensely stubborn at times - but this is more than that. even back then, he doesn't want to let sandalphon know that he's weak, so right now he has to put up that facade - despite the stray tears in his eyes. the tremble in his hands, the rising tempo of his heartbeat. still, he is human in the end, so he covers his eyes with his arm and thrusts his hips up to sandalphon's touch, because he may as well try to get off by himself. ] |
| | I-Izu... mi. [ so sandalphon doesn't remember him at all, huh... that confirms it. it leaves a crack in izumi's heart as he holds back the urge to cry, so no, he's absolutely not enjoying himself to the fullest. but he's an opportunist, so he may as well try to make himself feel good in a sexual way to keep himself from thinking about anything else. ] I don't-... know who you keep m-mentioning, but... Let me take your mind off it, if you're th-that desperate. [ the desperation is evident in his voice as well, reaching his hand to wrap sandalphon's hand in his, joining him in rubbing off his own cock. he'd rather just have sandalphon focus on him and him alone, rather than take it all out on him because he can't get to his original target. in the end, sandalphon prefers to be with That Guy than him, doesn't he? no matter, because izumi's willing to start over from the beginning. ] |
| | Desperate? Only one of us has resorted to touching himself. [Still, he can't help but watch, tongue darting out to lick his lips. What a pleasing sight, someone so beautiful brought to his kind of low beneath him. He leans down to kiss Izumi, all tongue and teeth, with none of the gentle affection usually present in his kisses. His hand on Izumi's cock keeps a torturously slow rhythm, and it looks like he has no intention of speeding up anytime soon; he slides off of Izumi's body to slip between his legs, his own arousal demanding attention. Sandalphon pulls away, removing his hand from Izumi's leaking cock and pressing his fingers to his lips. If Izumi hesitates, Sandalphon has no problems prying his mouth open to force his fingers inside.] If you're such an expert, you should know how to use your mouth, right? Demonstrate for me, then—how would you serve me, if this were something else? [He presses down on Izumi's tongue, obviously angling for a physical response rather than a verbal one.] |
| | [ even his kisses felt like it had come from a stranger. the slow strokes on his cock truly was torture, but he was so close to coming until sandalphon let go of his length, and he was only given a few seconds to catch his breath before sandalphon forces his mouth open to stick his fingers inside. he gags a little at the intrusion, glaring at sandalphon despite his flushed cheeks. this position is less than compromising, but he doesn't mind giving sandalphon a little refresher in this department. so he closes his eyes, licks around sandalphon's fingers with soft sweeps of his tongue, not minding the taste of himself. he has to act like he wants this, that he's sucking sandalphon's dick instead, and the fact that he's lowkey liking this arrangement surprises him. well, if this won't show how he's good at sucking cock, nothing will. he's even going to throw in some soft noises here and there as he starts becoming engrossed at licking his fingers - but he won't look at him. not now. ] |
| | [Something about this...is off. But what is it? Sandalphon narrows his eyes, wondering what's missing here as he slowly pushes his fingers toward the back of Izumi's throat, curious to see just how much he's willing to take before biting. He's a primal beast, after all—even in the event he does some real damage, it'll just heal. He realizes what it is after several long moments. Izumi isn't looking at him anymore, and while he doesn't know why exactly that matters, what's important is that it does. He's amazing with his tongue, and just thinking about it on his cock is making Sandalphon ache with need, but...if he isn't looking at him, then... He spreads his fingers out, forcing Izumi's mouth open. Maybe that will get his attention.] ...You've done a fine job...it seems like you really are experienced, aren't you? In that case...shall we continue? [It's more of a formality than anything that he's asking; he's more turned on than he can ever recall, so it would be a shame to stop. Especially when Izumi's been more or less compliant...] Don't worry. I know you mortals are fragile, so I'll be careful with you. It would be a waste to break something so beautiful, after all... [He pulls his hand back and uses his other to do a quick check of the pockets in Izumi's shredded clothes, successfully finding what he's looking for. He pops open the small bottle of lube and pushes two slick fingers into Izumi, eyes gleaming with enjoyment as he settles in to watch him react. This time, he's specifically looking to see if Izumi meets his gaze.] |
| | Didn't know you were interested in them. Is that why you wanted to go? [ it's really cute, ngl. izumi will lead him down the hall full of smaller fish, eyes gleaming at the display. it has been a while since he'd come here himself; usually the marine life circle congregates here every month or so, but with izumi's hectic schedule between here and italy, it's a miracle that he's found the time to take sandalphon out on a date. ] Yeah, there should be some in display here. But don't expect any great white sharks or anything - they only keep smaller sharks in captivity. [ since bigger sharks like that are hard to take care of and all. the enormous shark hall isn't far from here, and izumi takes sandalphon's hand as they watch a whale shark slowly swim past. ] Beautiful, isn't it? |
| | [The look on Sandalphon's face is more like alarm than admiration, and his grip on Izumi's hand tightens briefly as it passes. But...if they let mortals come here all the time, then surely it must be safe, right?] That one...it's different-looking than the sharks I've seen before. [This one looks much less eager to eat people, for starters. But to answer Izumi's earlier question...] ...Of course we had crabs, lobsters, eals and the like...but oceans are incredibly rare in my realm. When I found out that you've found a way to show everyone what they look like, with native animals...I didn't want to miss the opportunity. [He glances at Izumi, cheeks coloring slightly.] And...since you seem to like marine animals, I thought it would be something we could enjoy together. [He might not be the smoothest guy in the world, but he's always paying attention to and listening to his boyfriend.] |
| | [ izumi's face goes pink at that, and he leans up to kiss sandalphon on the lips, short and sweet. how can he resist when his boyfriend just went up and said that? ] ...I needed the break anyway. Thank you. [ his smile is soft and uncharacteristically shy, but it stays there for a full minute before he drags his boyfriend off by the hand. ugh, till now he still isn't good at expressing what he truly feels by words, but he can at least show it through actions. ] They don't exactly have bodies of water at the skies, do they? Unless you count clouds or something. [ the fact that the sky realm even exists is bewildering, but izumi's heard weirder things at this point. ] It's not that I'm a huge fan of marine animals compared to the guys in my circle, but learning about them can be fun, I guess. [ the exhibit is huge, and izumi notices something at the end of the hall. ] Oh, they're letting us pet dolphins today. Wanna go? |
| | What, did a shark bite you in the ass or something? [ he jests, not knowing how close he is to the truth. he leads sandalphon into a room with a pool in the middle, where some children are already lining up eagerly. ] Well, dolphins are actually mammals and not fish, and they're shown to be smarter than even humans in some studies. You'll see when we get there. [ he's too cool to be excited with these kinds of things, but he leans his head onto sandalphon's shoulder, gripping his hand tightly. what is it about aquariums that makes couples all lovey-dovey, really. ] |
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